About Michael Travesser

Wayne is in Black
Prudence is in Green

Your Name: Wayne Bent

Your Email: wcbent@mail.com

Subject: Post

Message: Dear Prudence,

Someone just sent me a post you had put on the "Heathen Hub."  You were writing about your time in the church and having to leave the land.  You wrote about the pressures to join when you were in academy.  I just felt so very sorry for you.  I thought, "Oh, this poor little lamb, how she hurts, even now."  You tried so hard, but it just wouldn't go in.  

I do not feel sorry for myself, and if I wanted anyone to feel sorry for me I would have added a lot more details about what happened while I was in your cult.

I can sure understand how you see things.  I think if I felt forced against my will, it would be the same for me.  Your whole experience seems to be one where you were forced by me and others, to be other than what you were.  I can feel the pain of it.  I would never be able to live that way, having people forcing me to be a certain way.  It just doesn't work.

Well, now I don't feel forced. I am free to enjoy my kids... God made them. I don't have the stress that I used to have.

In some of your expressions you do misjudge me, but in your frame of mind, I don't think I can blame you.  I felt so very sorry for your children.  They were on my heart constantly.  They seemed so miserable all cramped up in the little RV box.  The Thompson children had to sleep head to toe in the bedroom of their parents on the floor.  That really hurt my heart much.  I felt for all of the kids.  I knew a change had to come, or the children would just be ruined forever, and a change did come.

I sure felt sorry for my children too!

In all of your years here, I just loved your little heart.  I "got" all of your little movies and the love that you poured into them.  Still, I could see that you were hurting.  It seemed that your movies were a way for you to express the love you had inside of you.  

I am glad you enjoy my movies

I don't think you are attacking me on your Web site because you want to save people from me.  You may think that, but I don't.  I think it is because you feel hurt, somewhat offended, and you are trying very hard to get resolution.  You want to "kill" that "evil" that hurt you.  You want to put an end to your pain, but it just does not go away.  You want to make sense out of it all, and if I am a villain, and you can prove it, there just might be a reason for your pain after all, and the reason is me.  The problem is, however, that little Prudence is still right where she went.  

"little Prudence" went right where she went! ???? Yes she is where she went. Even I can figure that one out.

I do believe that you are happier now.  I would be too, if I was feeling forced to be good when I didn't want to be.  It would be torture.  Marrying God is like marrying fire.  It has been that way for me.  I know that in my own experience, I was forced to do things that my natural man would never have done.  I wanted a life of ease and peace, but Father gave me a war and a fire. Forcing me against my will, though, was something that Father never did. I had told Him I wanted to do His will, and when His will became impossible for me to carry out, He helped me by forcing me to do it.  It has not been easy for me the past eight years.  I have wept buckets of tears over just about everything, and my heart could never let you go either, but was always trusting that God would bring you through after all.

Some of the things you say about me, I see in the same way.  I know how I look to you, and sometimes I looked like that to me also.  Sometimes the Father's ways with me were incomprehensible.  I had to wait to see what He was bringing to pass, to understand it.  You missed one point though.  When I told people that they were free to go, I really meant it, and there was NO "you had better not" in me.  That is the honest truth.  I never, ever, felt like urging people to be here.  Patrick left to go back to his old job, and I gave him my full blessing.  I felt very free about it.  I have always felt free about people leaving.  I know that God is not real estate.  But you may have felt those pressures coming out of yourself.  Or, friends may have caused you to feel that way, but I never did feel that way.  I wanted you to be happy and blessed, that is all.  As you know also, I have never urged people to make people get converted.  I urged them not to.  If I had known that you were urged to be converted back in the academy days, I would have discouraged the folks from it.  It was never in me to urge you, or anyone to come and follow me, or to follow God.

Where ever the pressure came from .... the source of that pressure is gone now. I am now enjoying life!

So Patrick left to go to his "OLD JOB"??? The one that he kills for oil??? You gave him your blessing??? Is he going to be sending most of his money back to you for the commune? Or is he keeping it for himself? Is he no longer part of the "new government"?

I did want to comment on FULL BLESSING! I remember you giving some others your full blessing, and you sure hammered them after they went with your full blessing. I think the only reason you wouldn't hammer them is if they were sending you most of their money.

I have been thankful for your little Web site.  I am happy to see the movie there now.  We have pointed people there to see it.  We want everyone on earth to see the movie.  It sure has helped our young people see what the world really does to distort things.  Our young people here are naturally honest at heart, and the movie showed them that the world is not honest at heart.  It gave them security to know that they live in a safe and secure environment where the truth is told.  Some of our new converts saw the movie, but saw through the facade.  Our church has grown about 10% since last month, and it has blessed our little souls to see how Father uses his enemies to enlarge His kingdom.  It made us all happy, for sure.  There is much rejoicing in the city.

Well 10% converts... (10% X 60 = 6 new members) Are they old members and friends/pervs??? Or are they "members out of the blue" Glad my website has been of service to you! I have always enjoyed helping people! God has given me many special gifts! I appreciate it, since I do not have an education! One of my gifts is making movies and websites!

Well, old friend, I truly understand your little heart.  I know how hard it is to bear the hurting.  As a young child I hurt all of the time, and I just never understood that I did it to myself, until I grew up.  Once I understood that, I never hurt again, except for others.  I could truly feel their pain, and I feel yours.  I know that no talking can take the pain away.  It is an act of the soul itself, but I want you to know that I understand even if you do feel that I cannot possibly understand.  I have been there.

There must be a misunderstanding here. The hurting part of my life is over. I am only enjoying what Life brings my way! Thanks for the pity though, but it is not necessary.

Wayne

P.S. I did have one question for you. I remember in a letter you sent to a few of us about a year ago. You gave my sister a hard time over changing her phone number, and not telling you. Recently you have changed your phone numbers, and it is a "BIG SECRET" You said in your letter to her, "Why could you not just call me up and say, 'I don't want you to call here?' You can't seem to follow your own advice. It seems pretty hypocritical. I personally don't care. I have no reason to call you anyway.

But my Question is: Whats the Difference?

Prudence,

You see? Things are just as I have said. Well, I am satisfied that you are happy with the life that you have chosen. I will bother you no more.

Good-bye again,
Michael



This is a funny little letter. The Last letter he wasn't going to say another word. I wont say good bye.... because he will end up writing me or talking about me again. He can't help himself. I hope that one of his lasts comes to pass pretty soon.

Wayne is in BLACK
Prudence is in GREEN

Prudence, you say I have a lot coming. Yes, I know that I do. Each day is sweeter to me as the prophecy is fulfilled. Each day God's love strikes me as so much purer and sweeter. I don't even think anymore, whether I deserve this or not. All I know is that it is happening. Nothing can happen to me that would take my peace away.

I don't answer your questions? No, I know that, because you don't believe what I say. The stories you have made up about me are set in stone and your spirit would never want you to know the love I had for you. Everything is interpreted to you through the eyes of a liar, my great enemy. No matter what I say, you will not believe me, even if the facts are right before you. One little bit, is when you said that I pestered your sister for her phone number. Oh, Prudence, that is so silly. I NEVER did that. Your stories about me are funny because they are so ridiculously concocted. It is like a comedy.

Lets talk about the phone number. It bothered you so much you had to write about it! To read that email go HERE. "My stories" are funny, and they are true. In YOUR own mind you may have a different "story" because you like ALL the things you do to look holy. But what I have mentioned in my letter came from people that were directly involved in each circumstance.

But I would have been happy to tell you every single detail of my life. But everything you hear, you twist into an evil vision. You make my motives as far away from me as one can get them. What if I said that you molested your little boy and posted a note he had written, on the Internet where your little boy said that he loved you. What if I posted that your little boy was in love with you and planned sex with you. What if you said, "Oh, Wayne that is a bold face lie." Then what if I said, "No it's not, I know you are a molester." Then what if I got some of my friends together to all chorus that you are a pervert and planned all kinds of perversion and I made a Web site to voice all of their offenses at you. Suppose that every time you explained anything, it was twisted to look like what I was saying about you. Would you continue answering me? No, you would not bother either, just as I do not bother.

First of all I would be happy for you to post any note that said I love you on it from my son. For you to say that I molested him by reading that note would be absurd. The "love notes" that you are referring to that I have posted about you are a little more than love notes. So does some one have to lay nude with you for you to think that they love you? Is that saying "I love you"? NO IT IS NOT! All they could talk about was how much they wanted to have sex with you. I did not add ANYTHING to your "love notes" what they say is what was written by them and published by you. My son saying I love you and you laying nude with young virgin girls and virgin women are not a very good comparison. You also had sex with your daughter-in-law. I am not playing the word game here. (the word daughter-in-law might mean that she got a divorce so that she could have sex with Wayne. The word sex .....Consummated would be the word that Wayne would use.)

I really feel very sorry for you and Julie. I understand how men make up their world and they cannot help it. You blame me for things that are your own fault, such as the house circumstances. I clearly told the congregation, "Do not give me anything unless God tells you to." I really thought people were doing this, but as in your case and Julie's case, you were not doing it. But I believed that you were. I trusted you. Why didn't you tell me you were just following a man. I did not know it. I truly did not know that you did not know God, or care for Him in your heart. You had to prove that to me by your Web site. It was then that I knew for sure how desolate you actually were.

Just because you kept our minds in confusion by your constant unstable behavior doesn't mean I don't know God. I see it like this: God has given me another chance to know him. If you were truly "god" you would have known that we were following you. Since you think you are "God" you keep your followers in a constant state of confusion.

Well old friend, I cannot hate you, even if I tried, for the love of God pours out of my heart for you still. I cannot even blame you, for I know how man is made, and it is a very sorry thing to see. Man cannot help himself, just as you cannot. You see how you see things, and nothing I say will have any affect on you. I speak of Green, but you only see Red, and you don't even know what I am talking about. I have much pity for you. But even my pity will be misconstrued by your context. You will make up things even from my love, to appear sinister. I am truly sorry for you.

Man truly cannot help himself. Man is a sexual being. You cannot help yourself. I pity you, and those who think you are "IT" Your love is sick and perverted. I am not afraid to stand up to you and tell you the truth. You can try to discredit what I say, but the reader can clearly see the truth if they have eyes to see.

My time is nearly up. The Father showed that to me today. October 31, ends the prophecy, and already I feel the changes of the time in my own body. Sweet resolution and eternal reconciliation are flooding into me. I do not think I will say another word, or write another word to teach or to preach again after that time, and perhaps before it. I have finished my work, and completed what Father has given me to do, and I am so sweetly resolved. The battle is over for me. My Father's will has been done, and I have commended my Spirit into His hands. I have nothing more to say in this life, for I am satisfied with everything. "Just and true are Thy ways, O King of saints."

Well, I hope this is true this time. You have said "I do not think I will say another word, or write another word to teach or to preach again after that time, and perhaps before it. I have finished my work, and completed what Father has given me to do, and I am so sweetly resolved. The battle is over for me. My Father's will has been done, and I have commended my Spirit into His hands. I have nothing more to say in this life, for I am satisfied with everything. "Just and true are Thy ways, O King of saints." You have said this at least 2 times a year for the last 7 years. I don't want to exaggerate here. I know it was more often than that.... more like every 3 months. You are always saying your "last words" Or "last website" or "last meeting" "the last change" "last day someone can move out to the ranch" (the next day several people move out there) "last close of probation" "last time laying nude" There have been many "lasts" There will continue to be more "lasts" But they are things that you have always said to get the people to "feel their need of you" After each "last" you come up with something to make it so you weren't lying. You have a great imagination. You can keep people going with it for a long time. You have "27 days" as one of your deluded followers puts it.

Michael

Prudence,

Someone sent me a note saying that you answered my letter. It is okay Prudence. I know you cannot help yourself. You are trying so hard to make sense out of your world, even so much as to distort the truth, and telling outright lies about me. But this is okay with me. It does not change a thing. I will still follow my Father's Voice and you will still follow your father's voice. We always have followed our father.

I am still waiting for you to answer, "Whatsoever a man sow, THAT shall he also reap." Do you acknowledge receiving what you have sown? If not, you are very foolish. You are still believing a lie. But if you do believe that you have received what you have sown, then what is your complaint against me? I have received what I have sown.

There is one thing that is telling. Your new web site design looks like a bloody prison house. I would say that it is about right. I would have been very joyful to have seen you escape your prison, but alas, it was not to be.

Michael


Wayne,

You have not changed. And I am not really writing to you anyway. I just want people to know what you are really like, and what you really do. I know you guys can't help yourselves. My site gets checked often. I believe in what comes around goes around, and you have a lot coming. I have reaped plenty, and God has really blessed me in my life. You didn't seem to have too much to say this time. In your silence the answer is given. I changed the color of my site JUST FOR YOU! I knew you would like it! You didn't seem to answer any questions, but you never do anyway.

Prudence

(I wrote the letter to Jeff 4 months ago, and it has been on my site for all to read.... but Wayne is finally getting some spare time to read it.  So here is his response.  His words are in blue and mine are in green and red)

I read your letter to Jeff, my son, and I must say that some of your information is incorrect, and you are assuming much that is simply untrue.  You profess to have heard from someone here that I had sex with five women.   I haven't.  You are either lying, or making up the story that you heard that it was someone here, for I have stated to everyone here exactly what has occurred, and in great detail.  I have had NO secrets here.  If someone from here reported what you say, they were lying or had fallen asleep and dreamed it.  I have openly published everything that has happened here, and that is why you have what you have to publish.  I have been open and not underhanded.   Everyone here knows that.   Wayne, You are the Father of ALL lies.  You are also full of secrets.  since you have been so open and honest,  I guess there is nothing to hide or be offended about is there?  Lets count the women.  #1. Jeff's mother  #2.  Your second wife  #3.  Jody  #4.  Debbie  #5.  Wendy.    I don't think anyone is lying about this.  

But Prudence, you have been underhanded.  You have published information publicly that the girls had not given you to publish.  They did not give you permission.  You never even asked them.  Certainly, the information was not secret, (of course not)  but you have abused their trust and confidence by how you used it. You did something to them that even VICE magazine would not do.  Now that says something about your character that is incontrovertible.   You did it all underhandedly and not openly.  Lets talk about secrets for a moment.   You were down right angry with my sister for sending me the email where you talked about the consummation of judgement being literal and physical not "spiritually speaking" .... WHY?  was there something to hide?  It wasn't time for that tidbit to get out yet?  I knew immediately what you wanted to hear from everyone.  I knew because I have read  your posts for years, it wasn't a hard thing to get.  I was surprised that there weren't  more people that "got it."  You have kept people in such a state of confusion that they never know which time it's going to be physical, spiritual or both.    Talk about abusing trust.  I just got done reading the youngest virgin's testimony.   What about you saying that one of the Virgin's parents trusted you, so she could lay nude with you?  You didn't have their permission.  You also knew that. You basically said it was OK to go against her parents, by example.  Even if you would have had their permission, that doesn't make it right.   According to the parents, they trusted you to NOT lay nude with her.  Lets talk about VICE:  They wouldn't have done what you have done.   They think that what you are doing is wrong... That is pretty bad when a magazine like vice thinks what you are doing is wrong!   Anyone who is outside your group would say that what you have done is not right.  Wayne, you don't have to break a current law to do something that isn't right.

But Prudence, you profess your own righteousness by claiming to know so much, but you have never, ever, asked me.  It is the same for Julie.  She reports her visions of offense, but has NEVER asked me about anything. You have my email address, but you profess to hear this, and report that, all mixed up with your little cartoon characters.  You burn in your offenses and plague yourself with your imagination about me.   Wayne, why should I ask you about something that you have written in "great detail" about?   You have twisted anything I ever did or said.  You always slammed me in a post before you ever talked to me in person.  You have ALWAYS made yourself to be the "GOOD GUY or SAVIOUR."   You know so much about me, and it is all hear say.  The information you have about me isn't  from me.  You think I am offended, but really I am not.  I think that EVERYONE should know what you are really doing.  Why?  Because you claim to be so open and honest.  I know because my sister was in the meetings when everyone was being sworn to secrecy.  If it is so openly public, post it on the front page of your website!

When the fathers of the children brought them back to the land, they both reported to me that they did not believe the hype you continually bring out of your offenses.  God simply told the fathers that you were publishing falsehoods, and they are not deceived by them.  Your offense is obvious, but neither of the fathers were offended in me.   You have your little group of women that seem to have nothing else to do than to make things up out of your personal offenses and then report them in your gossip time.  I would say that you all need a husband who can give you some stability.  You don't have one now.  Of course, if you had one you would still trust your own mind.  It wouldn't help, would it?   Lets talk about the fathers.  One I have not talked to in many years.  The other one I do talk to now and then.  He is not in agreement with what you are doing.  He got tired of his daughter's constant disrespect towards him and her mother.  She wouldn't do anything they asked her to do. One of the things you enjoy doing the most is nitpicking, and slamming.  Just like you are doing to me in this letter.  I really don't care what you say about me.  You are trying to discredit what I am saying  by making me look bad.  I don't care if I look bad.  You are exposed! 

Well old friend, people that know you well, even some of your own family, think you are a little far gone, just as you think I am. There really are no secrets are there?  Everyone knows.  Tell me Prudence, is God in your heart?  Do you have His peace and love.  Are you secure in His arms?  No, you are not.  Yet, I know many here who know His secure love. The God I know has given me much sweet peace and the knowledge that He has led in every event here.  He is with me continually, and with others here also.  I would have loved to see you receive this assurance, but you were very much opposed to any kind of peace.  And, old friend, taking pictures and movies of your family and baby all smiling doesn't cut it.  Remember, you did that here also, right in the middle of your torments.  You are not exactly real about things.   "Oh, we have a nice happy family now," you say.  But it is not so.   Well old friend, lets drag my family members into it!  Are you talking about my parents?  They would think I am "far" gone because they believe EVERYTHING you say.  My parents are the ones who disowned me because I had the "nerve" to stand up to you.  No one else has been that brave.  They just cower down under your manipulations and say whatever you want them to say or believe.  All your followers are the most insecure group I have ever seen.  The only time they are secure is when you pat them on the back, right before you attack.   I will agree with you, all the pictures and movies I took while I was there were not the true picture of what really goes on in your group.  All your smiling faces of your pretend unity, your flowery words of how you are now delivered from all your fears.... They don't "cut it"!  Everyone can see right through them.  I have had people from your commune-ity write me and tell me that they are so peaceful now;  no one is in debt.....  D.B. is still fighting depression, B.E. & T.C. still have debt.  C.B. is still wanting to have sex with you, but she better not mention it.  D.K. would jump down her neck like she did the last time she made her request known.  All your reports of peace and love sound like you are trying to convince me or the reader that you are full of peace and love.  You are full of it, but you are not full of peace and love. You are far from it.   You thought that you were going to keep your little secret till you wanted it to get out, but it didn't work did it?  About me and God:  I must say, that I feel God closer to me now more than ever.  Just because I don't believe you anymore doesn't mean that God isn't close to me.  I am not going to go on and on and try to convince you of this, since it would be a waste of my time.  

The letters written to your family by me, addressed to you also, were meant for you too.  Your family was in constant touch with you by their own statement to me, and I expected them to pass the letters on to you, which they did, since you had not given me your email address. But you have my email address, and you still would rather believe your fiction than the truth.  I would be happy to tell you the truth AND for you to publish it, for we have done so ourselves.  We want it published so that the plagues of offense might do their work.  The plagues are very much doing their work in you.  This is quite easy to see.  But you seem to have taken on a fire of your own and increased the heat of your own burning.  You seem to imagine, and then embellish that which you imagine, without realizing that you are making it all up in your own head.  You are "hearing voices."  Then, when those voices speak to you, you think their message is true.  But you have never checked with me.  You seem to inherently want to believe your "voices" rather than the truth of the matter, for the truth would expose your offenses as baseless. You want your imagination to be seen as real.  If you wanted me to have the letter you are talking about you should have emailed it to me.  A relative did not pass it on to me.   Someone who is not related to me sent me the letter SEVERAL months after you had emailed it.   I had not given you my email address????  That is funny! I have had the same email for YEARS.  You have emailed me MANY times at my current email address.  About me having your email address?    Well, I had deleted your email address from my address book, ALONG with everyone else from out at your commune-ity in April 2006.  Even if I would have had it, your email address is different from what I used to have.   So that was a lie too, wasn't it?  So you want to give me "The Truth" and have me publish "it"?  Are you saying that the eight pages that I have published are not the truth?  I have not changed ONE word of it!  You said you "published it yourselves"  Are you talking about your website?   If you are talking about your website... it is very shallow on anything you have done physically with the women.  You want your website to look HOLY, and what you are doing doesn't look too holy.  People might see what you are REALLY doing if you did.  And when you do publish it, I am sure you will try to word it just right to sound as holy as possible.

But why are you offended?  The rumors came back to me that you were offended because you were "kicked off the land." If I was the demon you have made me out to be, then why would being kicked off the land offend you? One soul told me that your mouth was so foul when she visited you that she had to leave.  This was a friend of yours.   I do not speak of your opinions being foul, but your expletives.     A good friend of yours told me of your foul mouth cursing this and that, in your natural discussion. The spirit of offense truly has come into you, but why?  You were not kicked off the land, but you continued to profess that you had been.  When I spoke to you about it, I saw that you were in a self deception much like you are now.  You lie in your statements and do not even know you lie.  When someone asks you directly, you avoid answering them the truth.   Then you come out very self righteous as if someone did you wrong.  When I read your posts and your follower's posts on VICE, I could tell you were angry and very offended.  I had people I don't even know email me to tell me that they could see you were offended, they said you wanted to fight.  But  I didn't come out and fight like you wanted me to.  It just showed your true colors.    Me being offended about being "Kicked Off The Land?"   You are talking about the meeting that you told the families they had 2 weeks to get it together or leave.  Then we had 30 days to leave.  I am not sure who you are trying to fool.  I am not the only one that got the "kicked off" message from you.  Later you tried to make it sound like you were trying to protect us from the government incase they decided to  come in and take the children.  Not sure why they would take the children???  I wasn't doing anything wrong with them.   Well, I don't need to go on and on... but I could.  Back to the rumor. I want to  make this VERY clear....  A couple of years ago you might have heard that rumor... but now?  I AM VERY THANKFUL you kicked me off your land!  So someone is lying here... Not sure who?  EXPLETIVES???   "Very good" friend of mine? hmm... if it is who I think it is... You should hear the words she uses. :D  They are way worse than the ones I use.   But I wont tell on her. She needs to look good in front of you, so she doesn't get in trouble.  I also wont tell you what she wears when she isn't around you either, you wouldn't approve.  Since we are on the subject.  I think I will bring up some words that one of your little  angels have used.   The "F" word???  Yes he did!   A few months ago....  He likes to look good in front of you.  Less than a year ago he took a trip.  He didn't want any of "his friends" to know where he was going... WHY?  You might not approve?    And he might get "posted"  He also likes to lie to and hide from the government.  But in your mind it is OK to lie and hide from them since they are the Devil.   Avoiding???  What about the direct questions you were asked on VICE?   They were not from me, I already knew the answers.   You lied about being naked with the girls and about consummating with Wendy.  You like to play the word game... you always have.  One time  you said some things to me.   Later you said you only said them because it was what I wanted to hear... SO you lied to me.

You deny being this or that person who wrote on VICE, but actually Prudence you are every one of those people, including "rational" because you ganged up with them to prove a lie against us.  The spirit is all the same.  Your own Web site reveals this.  You have exposed yourself. The name at the bottom of the post means very little.  It is the mob, and the mob mentality and spirit, and they are indistinguishable.  You are all in agreement, so it matters little who wrote what.  When you sent the papers to the VICE site, you were responsible directly for all of the responses that would come from that action.  And VICE reported just what the giver of those papers said, and it was your very own testimony that they reported, from only a point of view that you would have. For myself, I cannot imagine anyone else with that testimony that they published.  They named the giver of the papers "Jezebel."  As you may recall, Jezebel was the queen of offense at the prophet of God.  Fits, does it not?  I think the VICE site is more intuitive than you think.  Wayne, you are the most cunning person I have ever met.  You are so sly and smooth, but your spirit was revealed on VICE by your own words.  Yes, you have exposed yourself, and you don't even know it or want to know it.  You just get more fuel for your fire.  Keep accusing me.  That is fine with me.  It just makes you look  worse and worse.

Well, let me ask you directly and face to face, DID YOU SEND THE GIRL'S TESTIMONY, THE VISION PAGES, TO VICE?????  If you did, then all of your self defense is smoke and mirrors, for your spirit is hanging out like a fire in the stubble.  I spoke with one who told me that they gave you some of the pages, and that you may have stolen some of the others off of their computer while they were gone from home.  You may deny this, and I would believe you, but you have published pages that evidently were not given you by them.   Did you send them to VICE?  Can you just answer honestly yes or no?  Prudence, you are not open and honest as you profess to be, but very secretive, hidden, and confused.  If you were open, you would have written to me and asked me honestly what has occurred here, and I would have told you.  I have told everyone who has asked me directly what has happened here.  But those with the biggest imaginations seem to never, ever, want to talk to me about what they are imagining.  They like what they are imagining better than what has actually happened, and you are one of these people.  If you actually knew what happened, you would stand condemned and you don't want that, do you? They are suffering the plagues that they have brought down upon themselves along with you.   Wayne, I have NEVER stolen anything off of anyone's computer.  EVER.  I have on my site some pages that were sent to me willingly.  YOUR words.... Why would I have to ask you about something you wrote in detail about?  I didn't make up anything that you have written.  You laid naked with some girls... some of them under 15 at the time.  But you don't care about that anyway, do you?  You like to make what you do sound more righteous than anyone else.

You were greatly loved while you were with us, old friend.    But you seem to be more comforted to curse us.  When you were here I can remember the time I tried to comfort you because you hated your husband and you were wanting to leave him right then while in your insane rage.   He happened to be helping more people with their necessities than was agreeable to you.  You were as mad as a hornet.  I visited with you, and you were willing to back down  and go back home and mind your own business for a bit, but it has not been easy for you to do that.   You must mind everyone else's business too, and if their business does not agree with you, out come your offenses.    That was your greatest slam to call someone "old friend"  As far as your story goes... you are just mixing up some stories,  adding some fiction and exaggerating a little bit. This story of yours isn't true.   BUT you are "ALWAYS RIGHT" so I will not try to untangle them.  Your memory is not very good anyway.  I wouldn't want to embarras you anymore than you already are.  I Backed down??   What a lie.  You NEVER talked me into anything EVER.  You want to look like a peace maker, but you are not very good at making peace.   If anyone does something that you don't like, you post about them and that keeps them in line. You keep posting till they get it, and if they don't get it, then you go to them in person. You keep hounding them till they get it or leave (sounds kinda backwards to what you say we are supposed to do.)

 You were offended one time because I had commented about your meanness.  You told me this yourself.  Do you remember? This meanness is not something I made up.  I was trying to help you to not be mean any more,  but instead you got meaner and even added a little spice to your meanness by using many expletives along with your meanness.  While here you were helped in every way that was possible for us.  You were offended with me for not visiting you more often.  Honestly, Prudence, visiting with you was sometimes painful, because of the negative force that was with you.  You try to act so righteous,  like you were trying to "help" me.   You were the source of all my difficulties.  You kept me on a dramatic and emotional roller coaster.  I am MEAN?  Well,  you were my example.  I guess you could say that you and I had a dysfunctional relationship, and I divorced you and moved away.  You remember so much?? I have asked you about certain things through the years... Things that you did say.   BUT you said you NEVER said  them.  One time I was upset because a young man had exposed his private parts to my children. You said that it was my fault, and I didn't have any business telling anyone about it.  The mother was upset because I had told someone.  So you beat me up in one of your posts.   You said my children were safer there than public school.  You also said the boy would not do it again.  A few months later he was doing it to someone else's children in the same neighborhood.   I told you that people that do those things should go to prison.  There was a man in Your church at one time that had molested a few girls -  one of the girls was one of your Virgins.  You said you took care of it.... AND you also said that you told me to not let my kids be around him... WHICH IS A LIE.  I didn't know anything about it for 2 years.  IT was a SECRET why he couldn't come on the "land"   About your visits:  Hindsight is 20/20.  Looking back on it, I am glad you didn't visit me anymore than you did.  I might not have ever left.  I might still be on your emotional roller coaster.   The majority of the times you came to visit me were to tell me what I was doing wrong.  When you were at the door, my immediate thoughts were... what have I done now.  SO it sounds like it was not a pleasant experience for either of us.  

Even when we were trying to make peace between you and your sister, and your children and hers, we were doing so to try and give you a taste of heaven, so that you might get off yourself a bit and learn to love a little. This was impossible for you to do, and your hatred of us is only now public, where it was largely kept inside before.  I have never had a problem with my sister's kids or my sister for that matter. "WE"???  who is we?  I don't recall you or anyone else trying to make peace about anything.  I just spoke to my sister about this, and sorry, you never tried to help us.  We have always gotten along.  If there were any difficulties at all, they came from your posts and what we and our children should be doing in your own eyes.  You tried to keep everyone in an uproar with your posts.  One day you would say you can't do this or that, the next day you would say you never said that, or that wasn't what you meant.  You are talking about HATE??  Well, publishing your words without changing them is NOT HATE....  To me it is called information.  I just received several emails  thanking me for the information.... They said that they were thankful that it was not a "hate site". They could sort through all the information, and read what you were doing.

All anyone wanted to do for you was bless you, but now you curse those whom God has blessed.  You attack those whom God has protected.  You charge with crimes, those whom God has vindicated.  You implicated yourself, even as you stood by at a distance when I was stoned with false accusations, when the children were kidnapped.  When the mob came for the children, you implicated yourself even though you stayed out of sight and in the shade, back at the house.  Now the children have all been returned by their natural fathers.  If what you say about me were actually true, I doubt that the fathers would have returned their children here.  Not much has changed for me.  I am still being blessed like I have always been blessed.  The children Kidnapped by their own parents???  I Don't think so.  What happened is they harassed their parents until the parents returned them to you.  You gave the children explicit instructions on how to get their parents to do what they wanted.  They stopped eating and drinking, just like you told them to, until Mommy and Daddy gave them what they wanted.  They purposely made life absolute hell for their parents while they were there.  So much for "honoring your parents".  No Wayne, the parents weren't in agreement with what you were doing.  They just gave up the fight.

Yes, you have stoned me as the Jews stoned Steven, but I am not affected by the rocks that you continually hurl in my direction.  You want so much to have your offenses be true.  You seem to love the fire you have kindled in yourself.  Your imaginary world is taking you over, and the actual truth cannot find a place in you.  That is true also for Julie.  You and Julie are now "best friends," because you have received the same spirits.  Actually, the people here are like children who are in a happy and holy estate.  Their utter joy just seems to inflame you all the more.  Does our peace offend you?  Does our unity make you rage all the more?   WOW more imagination!  I haven't heard that they were happy or unhappy.   I hope that they are happy, but even if they aren't, they will pretend to be.  I can tell you one thing.  No matter what you say J.S. said about me, I will like him anyway.  You are just trying to divide up the ones who have left you and your cunning devised fables, and  turn us against each other.  You will twist his words to match your meanings.  You have a way of getting people to say the things you want them to say, even if they don't want to.  Now is a good time to share a little story with you.  I am sure you will remember it.   Less than a year ago my sister changed her phone number.  You hounded my sister till she gave you her phone number, you will hound people in posts, emails, phone calls or in person till you get them to tell you what you want to know. There were people calling neighbors trying to find out what her number was. What is the big deal? You didn't need her phone number! The big deal was it was being kept from you, and you couldn't stand it.   She NEVER wanted to give it to you.      

You and Julie both, remind me of children who are afraid of the dark.  They believe a monster is in the closet or under the bed and they cannot be convinced that they are only imagining them until the light is turned on.  You and Julie not only imagine monsters under the bed, but you refuse to let the light be turned on, so you stay in your imagination the entire night, tormented by the boogeymen you think are all around you in the dark. Ellen White states that the most wicked burn the longest in hell fire.  I can sure see why.  They want to.  But the good part is that the fire eventually burns them up.  It will not burn forever.  The wicked do not have to suffer in their offenses forever.  This gives me hope for you, since I truly feel very sorry for you.  I think you have slipped a cog somewhere and I hate to see you so much in confusion.  Knowing that it will end someday is an encouragement to me for your sake, and for Julie's sake. I wrote a letter to her recently but she has not answered me either.  I wish you the best you can have, but with your current mind set I cannot see that much actual good will come to you.  I can imagine that your own family must receive from you on occasion what I have received from you.  When one hates anyone, the truth is, one hates everyone, not just Messiah, or God.  One even hates himself when he hates others.  It is the law.  I am not afraid of you (the dark)  anymore.  I couldn't say that a year ago.   You are the monster, and I am not afraid!  If I was, I would cower down under your manipulating words and do whatever you wanted me to do and say. But NOW, there is no way! You have no control over me.  I am not hiding under the bed.  I am doing this in the open for all to read.   Talk about fire?? You just speak of yourself.  I do not hate you, and I have NEVER lied to you or about anything you have done.  I may not have used the "right" word, but I have not lied.  You have definitely slipped a clog.  I feel sorry for you.  You are getting old and your mind is not working like it used to.

But Prudence, I think I have a very reasonable question for you, even from your own point of view.  Think it over.  Let us suppose that every single one of your imaginary assertions were absolutely true.  Let us even make this more interesting.  Let us suppose that I had sex with a hundred women, and had five thousand virgins in bed with me.  Okay, let us imagine that to be true.  So what?  Where is the crime?  You are an adulteress, and you bear false witness against your neighbor (namely me) and you break the Sabbath continually, so it is not the Ten Commandments that you keep.  You do not even keep or regard the Old Testament law of Moses.  It is true that you quote that law against me, but you don't keep it yourself, for the same law that you use against me says, that it is an abomination to go back to your husband when you have abandoned him for another man.  So, if the law is not what makes me wrong, since you don't keep it yourself, what makes any of my actions wrong?  What are you using as an authority for my crimes?  If there is no law, or the law is done away with, then on what basis could I be charged with a crime or a religious infraction?  Is it your own law? Are you God now, and you have made up your own particular list of evils which you charge only on me, but not on yourself?  Just asking.   Your accusations to me must make you feel a little more holy... which is fine with me.  I am not claiming to be righteous or perfect.  I am not claiming to be God.  I haven't even said  I wasn't hiding.  If you read my letter to Jeff closely you would have read that I really don't care if you do have sex with his wife.  BUT, you say that you didn't, you lie.  You play the word game. You said that you didn't lay naked with the girls, but you did.  REALLY, I have only posted your own words, and by them you condemn yourself.  You pick and choose which commandments you want to keep.  You are free to do that, but you claim to keep them all.  

Everyone here is happy and satisfied. No one wants to leave, even the children.  They all told me that today.  There has been no adultery (lie), and not one child has been molested in this land.  We live with everything in common.  We share everything we have, with anyone who has not.  Everyone is respected and regarded as a child of God.  We are not offended in what Father has given us.  We sing, laugh, pray and sometimes cry together.  The family is one and the same.  No one here has charged me with a crime, and when you were here, you did not charge me either.  So on what basis am I a criminal now?  Nothing has happened differently than when you were here taking your pictures and making your movies. God is not the basis of your legalities, since you do not even know Him or believe in Him.   The Old Testament law could not be, since you don't keep it yourself.    I have broken no state laws, so that could not be it.  I have broken no federal laws, so that is not it.   On what do you base your supposed charges of evil?  I would guess it is only on the basis of your offended feelings.  Too bad old friend, that is not enough to charge a soul with a crime.  Your anger only indicts yourself.  You only know and believe yourself, and have trained everyone else to do the same thing.  Even if they did want to leave they wouldn't say anything.   They just tell you what you want to hear.   I remember awhile ago some of the "girls" wanted to go to Costa Rica.  You told them that if they went they could never come back to the "land" again.   That is a form of control.  You didn't want them to go, so that was how you got them to stay.  So you gave them a choice, but you make it sound like you will reject them if they go.  Since EVERYONE wants your approval... It doesn't take much to figure it out!  You have always been on the edge of keeping the law. You seem to see how much you can get by with  without  getting in trouble.   You continue to do the same now.  You are so offended, by my website, and its content.  I have not charged you with a crime.  I was responding to a letter Jeff wrote to me on VICE.  I would never have started up a website if you guys wouldn't have made such a bid deal.  You were denying many things there that you have done.  BTW:  If you read the comments from your "children" they were getting out of hand on VICE.  I am surprised you didn't rebuke them for it.  I personally don't care what they say, but they were a bit blabby for your liking I am sure.

You also mentioned that you are all happy and satisfied and that everyone shares with everyone.  Well, I think now is a good time to mention a few other things.    You have supplied the needs of your Followers so well!  Did you know that some of your "children" were seen dumpster diving?  They were seen a couple of weeks ago eating grapes out of the dumpster.  I am not sure if they washed them or not.  I don't think there is a place to do that beside the dumpster.   I am talking about people that live on your land and that you supply food for.  They were dumpster diving!  WHY?  Are you not giving them all they need or want?   They have to get their extra special things out of the dumpster?   This wouldn't be that big of a deal, but I remember you used to give  some of your "children" a hard time for dumpster diving when they were suppling their own food.   NOW your "CHILDREN" that you supply food for are eating out of the dumpster.  When they were first seen it looked like a bum was sitting there enjoying a snack.  Second look there was BE, DB, and JT loading up their find.  God's Children do not eat out of the dumpster ~ REMEMBER!  Now you can make a rule NO MORE DUMPSTER DIVING!    Why??  Then your children wont get everything they need???

When was the last time that you bought just a regular follower a New Computer?  Someone who doesn't live over ons YOUR HILL.  I remember  a couple of years ago AMI got a new computer .... and she didn't really need one. BUT you give her everything she wants.  Even $100.00 shirts :D  For those who don't know about that.  I had a shirt that Ami REALLY liked.  She wanted to borrow my $100.00 shirt.  I told her that any of my clothes are for sale for $100.00  I loaned it to her, then she bought it a couple of days later.  I was thankful for the $100.00!  But I know that I would have been just fine without it.

Sincerely, Wayne

One more thing, you have mentioned in some recent communications about Julie and I asking God about you in  the beginning.  Well I wanted to comment on that.  I have received a letter from one of your members, and this a a quote, "Father’s and Michael’s voices are ONE and the same." So really whatever you say is what God says according to that statement.  And really you don't care too much about what God says anyway.  You are just following your father, but it is not the Father in Heaven.  It is the same father that David Koresh, Heaven's Gate, Jim Jones and many of the other deceivers have followed.   The only difference is you enjoy the attention you are getting too much to commit suicide.  Your whole life is made up of emotions and drama. You have been tugging at peoples emotions for years.  According to one of your virgin's testimonies  she felt like comiting suicide.  But that is where you like to have people.  You want them to  feel their "need"  I have been there before.  You like to keep people on an emotional roller coaster.  It gives you pleasure!  You like to sit back and "eat cake" You sure hammered me for saying that years ago, but it is true.  I am sure people are still doing camp outs outside your trailer not wanting to miss a meeting or some other event, since they can't tell which voice is whose, and it is easier to just sit and watch your front door.  I wonder how many of your followers know about the $15,000 that you gave to each minister to survive on at Castle Dome.  While the rest of us were condemned for working to supply our needs.  While others of us were sitting there not working with no food in the cupboards.   At least you had food and other luxuries!  Talk about "eating cake"

Remember the "New Houses"  The word was:  If we wanted to have a "new house" we had to have $30,000 to you by "Friday"  Which was 6 days away.    I remember giving $600.00 for that project.  I wanted a new house!  That $600.00 that we gave was EVERY dime we had.  Some people gave you EVERYTHING  they had (trailers, cars, furniture, etc...).  You sold most of it.   I remember you coming into the meeting the next day smiling and acting so innocent.   You didn't know why people started showing up at your door giving you money and their possessions.  You said "Father" impressed everyone to do that.  The truth was Ami told one of the girls  that You really meant $30,000.  The Question for the Day!  Where did the first $100,000 come from that some one donated for the new houses?  You know... The money you bought houses for YOU, AMI, ANAIAH, JEFF (Wayne's son) and WENDY (Jeff's wife)  Is that a secret too?  Are you REALLY as open and honest as you think you are?  No you are not!

Remember the time when everyone over on  the hill where we lived decided to go in together and have a power pole put in.  You sure pounded all of us into the ground for doing that.  It was really a necessity.  I know our solar system was not working, and it would cost a lot of money to get it going again.   It was a lot cheaper to have electricity put in.  There were several power poles going in.  You were getting great enjoyment out of pounding all of us.  We were so evil for doing that!   While you were pounding us, you were secretly checking into getting electricity put in for you and the ones closest to you.  What a hypocrite!  

(This letter is very typical of Wayne.  #1. He is trying to divide the few of us that have left his compound for a better life.  He will not succeed at this because we have all decided that it doesn't matter what he says the other ones are saying, we are not going to believe him.  He tries to get you to tell him things that he wants to know about.  He is so sure of things.  I have "posted" HIS OWN WRITINGS and they say a lot!  But  I haven't said that much.  I said that he slept with 5 women...  And that is true.  I said he laid nude with the girls and by their own writings that is true. He slept with Wendy who was his daughter-in-law and HIS own members say that it happened.   So where is the lie?  I didn't use the right word?  Well, it is the spirit of the law, not the letter of the law... right?  So you have the right spirit in your own eyes, and so you can do anything you want.  And since I don't have "your spirit",  I am evil in your eyes and I have the "earth view."  The  thing that I do think is wrong is when you do something, and then say you didn't do it because you call it by another name.    That is wrong.  It is called playing with minds.  "brain washing" is another term for it.    For the first time in my life I feel sane.  Wayne says I am crazy, but he is the one who has gone off the deep end.  He has taken a Large Group with him.  I get encouraging emails all the time thanking me for my efforts in making this information public.  It has answered a lot of questions for some readers who have followed Wayne around on the internet.  After reading all the pages, if someone wants to think that he is God, then it was meant to be and my mission was accomplished.)

Your Name: Michael Travesser

Your Email: wcbent@

Subject: Posts

Message: Hello Prudence,

I just read from your blog here and it seems very interesting to me how you view things about me. I once visited a hospital for the insane and they viewed life in much the same way as you do now. Are you okay? Or do you feel like you are losing it? I sure hope that you are not going over the edge. Over the many years I have known you, you did not seem to be so mentally distracted, but I may have been wrong about that. Were you like this before, but I just didn\'t recognize it in you, or have you gone through a change? When you left your husband and went with that man in Wyoming did it unbalance you? Have you had difficulty knowing that your new baby is not with his natural father? Little Prudence, did this move on your part push you over the edge?

Some of the things you mention about me here are actually funny. Some of the people you talk about actually told me that they read what you said about them and they began laughing like it was so funny. You are definitely in a world of your imagination not seeing things as they actually were, and while it is a very dangerous place to live, when one gets to this place in life there is almost nothing that can save him from himself.

Well, I will check in once and awhile since the things you write tend to \"make my day.\" I can\'t help it but you are very funny, even though there is a tragic side to it. I feel very sorry for you personally, since I know you must be hurting very badly. Sometimes I wonder if you are really just making a joke.

Little Prudence, do you remember the \"midst of the week?\" Do you remember how sweet it was when you washed my feet and kissed me. I think that was one of the sweetest times in my life since it was so spontaneous and unplanned. Remember the candles you lit? We still have that candle stick in the church that you gave us and it still has the original candles on it that you lit. I remember you whenever I see those candles, and the little separate eighth one also. I remember what you said on that sweet tearful day. Little Prudence, was that all made up? Did you make it all up? I sure didn\'t think so. I saw that it was God moving on you for love of His Son. What happened little Prudence?

I noticed that you posted two of my letters. I thought that if anything was ever posted on your site, those letters would be good to post, and you did it. I know one person who read what you have posted, contacted me and said that your information about me really helped him. He is finding a relationship with God now that he had not even imagined before. He had never read the information until you had posted it. I saw in that how blessed it was to have you post things that I will not be posting until later. Thank you old friend, I do appreciate your efforts but still I feel a sorrow for you because I don\'t think you actually intended to help me.

I hope your family is doing well. Our family here is much blessed.

Michael


Dear Wayne,

I am glad you enjoyed my Website. When I need a good laugh I go there and read a little bit too! I am glad you thought what I said about you was "very funny" it was meant to be, and I am glad it made your day! As I have read your letter to me, and I have read some of your other writings that you have written within the last year... Your words to me of "Are you okay? Or do you feel like you are losing it?" Your comments to me about being unbalanced seem funny, because it seems like what you see in me is who you are. But that is not surprising. You have always said that what you see in others is who you are. Sometimes when a man has too many women it drives him to insanity. Did these actions on your part push you over the edge? Or did picking out dates and not having things come to pass make you feel like you were going crazy, or were your explanations of what "happened" on those dates make you feel better. You are definitely in a world of your own imagination not seeing things as they actually are. It is a very sad thing. You say that I didn't intend to help you, but you are wrong. I meant to help you!

I thought that those letters were a good thing to post on my website. #1 the things you said about me were not true. The other funny thing is you addressed it to me, but I didn't get that letter until it was forwarded to me by a friend several months after you wrote it, and sent it out. I have had the same email for years, so I know that it wasn't that you didn't have my email. I am not sure why you wouldn't send it to me, but then again... maybe you forgot.

A friend of mine was told by one of your followers RECENTLY that they needed to repent for what Prudence was doing or something bad was going to happen to them when something bad happens to Prudence. I am not sure why your followers would be praying that harm come my way?? I am sure glad God is bigger than that!

About someone being blessed by my site... It was intended to bless. It was intended to "make your day" It was intended to give a few laughs. It was intended to let people know that there is a lot more to life than hanging around your trailer waiting to see you translate, waiting for a meeting, stressing out, "having a hard time," being depressed... etc... I remember watching you several years ago wandering around in the field outside my trailer looking for the perfect piece of dirt to translate from. That was about 4 years ago.

I know that anyone coming across my site has to type in "prudence welch" it does not come up with travesser or michael travesser. So anyone reading it has to be given the url. They aren't stumbling across it. So I am glad they have a closer walk with God now.

All is well here with my family! We are all happy, healthy and blessed! I am glad to hear that you all are happy and healthy!

Prudence


Your Name: Wayne Bent

Your Email: wcbent@

Subject: Letter

Message: Dear Prudence,

Your little quote under your picture says it all: \"all churches were set up to terrify and enslave mankind, and monopolize power and profit\" Thomas Paine

In this, I see your heart. Thomas Paine was at the heart of every great revolution of his time. He overthrew the established order. He was a lifeless skeptic.

Little Prudence, fear not for the dire warnings of \"a follower\" of mine. The damage is already done. In a spiritual sense the judgment has already come. You died. I cannot even verbalize how truly sorrowful this makes me. No, no earthly calamity is wished upon you. The greatest calamity that can be imagined has already occurred. I have seen this happen with others and I am always left silenced, for the shock of it to my heart is fully felt by me. Good-bye old friend.