About Michael Travesser

Your Name: Healed

Your Email: sealed777@gmail.com

Subject: To clear up a few things

Message: Dear Prudence,

I was reading something you wrote on your website and I thought I would write to you and clear some things up with you.

You wrote this and I can’t help but feel that you are referring to Tiara, Matthew, and I.

“I remember one meeting that I was in where Wayne sat up in front and said that if anyone comes and takes any of the children all they have to do is not do anything until they take them back. Don't eat, drink, watch TV, eat candy ~ don't do anything.  These children were not being asked to do anything wrong.”

Prudence, how do you know that the things that my parents were asking me to do that I could not do were because they were wrong to me? Maybe those things wouldn’t be wrong for you but they were for me. And some of the things that they asked of me were not wrong but I simply did not have a heart to do those things. Some of the things they asked of me went against Father’s instructions to my own heart and I couldn’t disobey Father to obey them.

One thing I have noticed with TV is that it makes you so you can’t think for yourself. TV is made to brainwash people. Most all people today in the world can’t think properly. But Michael has taught us how to reason from cause and effect. This is why the world thinks we are brainwashed is because few people can think these days, and so they think something is wrong with us when we are only normal. They are the ones who are brainwashed.

You said, “Can't you follow God where ever you are? Or do you have to be in a certain location?”

Yes, you could be on the other side of the world and still follow God. You don’t have to be in a certain location. But for me I can’t be anywhere else than with Michael. If Michael went to China then that is where I would want to be. It has nothing to do with Travesser land. And no, a person does not have to be with Michael to be saved, either. But some are appointed by Father to be with Michael. I am one that Father appointed. I MUST be with Michael. I was in Clayton with my parents twice and each time I had to come back. I could not stay there. I don’t belong there. I belong where I am.

You said this: “He knows what will make their parents crack. It is a great way to control your parents. Don't do anything that they say till they get so frustrated that they bring you back. Further more... Telling your parents what you are going to do, is a great way to show them respect, Isn't it?”

You probably imagine that Michael put into my head to not do anything that my parents asked of me so that they would get frustrated and finally bring me back to the land. I didn’t feel that way toward them or think that. In fact, I think it was for the first few weeks I was there with my parents, I tried to do everything they asked of me, but I finally came to the place where I just had to do what was on my heart.

They asked me to do school, and so I did. But after a couple of weeks I couldn’t do it anymore. I had no heart to do it. I wanted to do school at first but then Father took it right out of my heart and I didn’t want to do it anymore. And no Michael had nothing to do with it, for I had no contact with Him or anyone from the land for 2 months.

I think it is true that my parents were frustrated but I didn’t purposefully frustrate them. I just had to do what Father gave me to do and some of those things went against what my parents asked of me.

You said, “He will keep forcing his will on people in the most humble way. Telling them they are free to leave at any time. While they are secretly making plans on how to get "His" Children back from Their Parents.”

Michael didn’t make any secret plans on how to get me or Tiara and Matthew back to the land.  He did not tell us what to do. When He was alone He would pray to Father that we would be brought back, but He never told this to me until after I had returned. I came back because I wanted to and not because Michael wanted me to or that I thought that I should. I couldn’t help BUT come back.

The truth is, Prudence, I am God’s and He can do with me what He wants. I am not my parents’ property. Yes, they gave birth to me but I am God’s and this is where He has put me. Can you just accept that? Can you accept that God is not calling me to live with my parents?

I am sure that my mother talked to you about the things that I would say to her and my dad. I remember hearing her one time say on the phone to someone that she was tired of me telling her how bad she was.

Prudence, you and also my parents probably think I hate my parents. I don’t. In fact, my parents will never know how much I love them. The things I have said to them were because I loved them and not because I thought they were these evil people. I wanted them to see what they have chosen, a dark and miserable world that never fills the hole that is always longing to be filled, that longing being the desire to be truly loved. I wanted them to see that they wouldn’t find TRUE happiness in the world they chose. I wanted them to see what I have seen and to experience what I have experienced in Michael, but they only took it that I was attacking them.

I have said once or twice to my parents that I wished I could get inside them so I could know how they worked inside so I would know how to reach out and touch their hearts. I wanted them to be able to respond to the love I have for them, but I never was able to reach them.

Prudence, I also do not hate you and I am not attacking you for anything you have said. I just thought I would write to you and explain some things that you haven’t known about. I want you to be able to receive my testimony as true but I know only Father can give it to you.

I want to thank you for all you have done. Your website has also helped me. I understand more how the world works and how it thinks.

Sincerely,
Healed

Lakisha,
I thought that Your Parents were very kind to you. Your mother made sure you had any kind of food you wanted. She didn't make you do anything you didn't want to do. Yes I think that Michael did put those things in your head. It wasn't when you were in Clayton either. It was years of posts and meetings. Who cares if you didn't have contact with them for 2 months. I sat in on many meetings and read many posts. I know what they said. Wayne knows how to get people to do what he wants. He has taught his followers the same tricks. You played by the "book" Yes I do think you love your parents, but it is a sick love. The way you write them and talk to them is very disgusting. Can I Just Accept that????? I don't really care what you do. You are a little self righteous brat. You always have been. My website is information. I think that people should know both sides to EVERY story. Most of it is stuff written from "strong city" Can't find too much fault with that, can you? Well, I am glad you don't hate me! You only used my name 5 times! Wayne does the same thing.

Prudence

Dear Prudence,

Yes, my parents were very kind to me as long as I did not talk about Michael or "talk bad about them" as my mother put it.  I did not say that they were mean to me and forcing me to do all kinds of things I did not want to do. She took good care of me and got me almost everything I asked for. There was only ONE thing she made me do and that was that I did not want to leave the land but they forced me to leave anyway.

They will never know how my heart felt when they decided to take me. It broke my heart beyond words for I did not want to leave. It crushed me. This is why I spent much of my time alone in the trailer behind their house.

This is the only thing they have ever forced me to do in my entire life, that I can think of. It surprised me, for I never thought that my parents would go to the extent as to force me to leave the land when they well knew I wanted to be here. My parents had never done anything like this to me in my entire life.

When my dad first called me and told me they were thinking of coming and getting me, I broke down while on the phone with him and just cried. I told him that I did not want to go with him. He told me that he knew I didn't but that he was being pressed to do this. He said that by law he had to -- that because I was not doing school he could be put in jail.

If you were a young person and someone forced you to go to a cult and told you to not have contact with your friends and forced you to give up what you loved and wanted would that not be wrong to you? Well, this is how it was for me. I was being forced to leave my friends and to not have contact with them and go live where I did not want to and I was pressed upon to give up what I love, Michael.

In the bible it says, to do unto others as you would have them do unto you. You probably have heard of the phrase, "What would Jesus do?" Also, Jesus said, "Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."

It broke my heart and there were several times I just broke down and cried. My heart ached so much. I remember one specific time that I cried the hardest, my mother had just talk to me and some of the things she said were things like that I would kill her if God told me to. That is how obsessed with following God she thought I was. It is true, I'll do whatever Father tells me to do no matter how it looks but I told her that I did not believe Father would tell me to do such a thing. She said she thought I was rebellious. She told me that I was just a self-righteous brat just as you said I was. She also said some things about Michael, too. I can't remember what all she said but I felt like she was putting a sword right into my heart and killing me.

After she left, I knelt at my bed and bawled so hard, the hardest I ever cried while I was there at my parents' house. My heart was broken, and I just cried out to Father to come to me. After a few minutes, I felt Father's presence there with me, and I felt Him holding me close to Him, and He encouraged my heart. In all the hard times I went through there, Father was always there to comfort me. He was my only comfort and encouragement. Without Him, I would never have survived. I think that when I was at my parents' house, it was the hardest thing I have ever went through in my life.

You think I am a little self-righteous brat, but if you had been inside of me while I was at my parents' house and felt everything I did, you would not think quite the same thing about me. If you really knew everything I have gone through, you would not have anything to say. If you really knew the heartache I have went through over my parents you would not think that my love for them is sick. My love for them is something very deep that you have not yet seen. If you knew the depths of my heart, the things you have said would fall to the ground powerless and with no meaning for you.

I did not quite understand what you meant by this: "Well, I am glad you don't hate me! You only used my name 5 times! Wayne does the same thing." Are you saying you really don't believe that I don't hate you? Do you think I was jesting when I thanked you for everything you have done?  Truly, when I said those things it was coming from a sincere heart. I meant what I said.

Prudence, I love you, and I mean it. Will you accept that?

Healed

Lakisha,

One thing you need to know is your parents would never have come and got you if they would not have gotten a letter from Wayne saying that they owed him a bunch of money, and that he wanted them to start paying or sign over your custody to him and your grandmother. So you can't blame that on them. You said, "This is the only thing they have ever forced me to do in my entire life" You were very spoiled. You know how to get what you want. You were begging your parents to sign over custody so you could "consummate" with "Michael" YES, you meant LITERALLY.

When I was a young person, (17 years old) I joined a group of people. If I didn't join this group of people I was going to loose my Parents and my only sister. They were important to me. I had to cut all my "ties" to my friends and family that I had known all my life. I guess you could say that I did it willingly, but it was strongly encouraged, and I felt forced. My parents made it hard for me to do anything. They wouldn't sign any papers so I was very limited in what I could do when I was away at school. I often wonder what life would have been like if I still had those friends. I was told how evil they were. I am sure you would say they are still evil. I know I am called evil, and it doesn't really bother me, because that is something that has been drilled into my head for 15 years. I now you don't remember those days back then... You were just a little tiny baby swinging in a baby swing.

So, I guess you could say I can relate with what you are saying. I don't think you hate me. I don't hate you. Really you have no reason to. When people use a persons name several times generally they are trying to manipulate and control a situation. It is belittling. Now, I don't think you did it on purpose. You were just following your example.

So did you think the world was going to end/you were going to leave/translate in the last couple months? Did you hope it at all? Voice it? Please be honest here!

Sincerely,

Aunt Prudence

Hello Prudence,

Yes, my parents would never have come and got me if Michael had not sent that letter to them, but He did it on purpose. He wanted me to be resolved about my parents, and He knew that that would bring a resolution. My parents were not taking a stand but just being lukewarm about the whole situation. They were spreading rumors about Michael having "sex" with the seven virgins while they were letting one of their own daughters and one of the seven virgins be here with Michael. Michael could not understand why they were having such a problem about it all while still letting me be here. So, this was the whole reason Michael sent that letter to them. It accomplished what it was meant to accomplish. Michael is not asking them for money now. He is letting them be, and I am too. It was not about money at all.

Yes, I asked my parents to sign me over to Michael numerous times. I never denied this and I never denied that it was because I desired an intimate relationship with Michael, literally. Michael never once has asked my parents to sign me over to Him. I have been the one who has asked, and no, Michael did not tell me to ask them, either. I was the one who desired this, not Michael.

Yes, I follow my Example. Michael, is my example of His Father in Heaven. I have the same Spirit Michael has. I have the Son of God within me, and so I can understand how the things I say may sound like things Michael would say. I am ONE with Michael. He is who I am.

Prudence, as long as you hold onto yourself you will never believe these things are true. You don't want to believe what I say is true, because you hate what God has done through Michael. You are offended that God has brought the Marriage of the Lamb to earth through His Son, Michael. If you were to admit that what Michael has done here is from God, you know it would be the end of your self. You are trying to protect yourself from God. You are like a wounded animal caught in a trap and whenever Someone tries to help you and release you from your trap you lash out at them because it hurts to much. You don't want to believe you are in a trap and that you are hurting.

Prudence, everyone here in this land is happy and we would never want to go live in the world you love. This is why we are where we are. Are you offended at our happy holy estate? You try to make it look as though we are not happy so that it will support your own world. You are the one who is a slave and who is tormented. You hate yourself and you are hurting so very much, and you are offended when you see us happy and free.

Prudence, why do you care about telling "your view" about Michael and what God has had Him do if you believe He is just a man. You know Michael is not a lier and that He speaks the truth and you know He is not a manipulator, but what Father has had Him do is offensive to you and you try your hardest to make Michael look like a loon or gook or whatever. Michael is NOTHING like you have portrayed Him to be. I know, for I KNOW HIM.

Prudence, when you can accept and believe that what I say is true then I will answer your question. For now, I am not going to because you simply will not believe what I have said already and you would not believe me if I answered your question, either. All you want is to find something to make me or Michael or anyone here on the land look bad. So, why should I answer when you won't even believe what I say. I will let you flame away, until you give it up, until you can say, "Just and true are Thy ways Thou Kings of saints, for Michael is Your Son and everything He has done is from You." When you are sane, then I can talk to you heart to heart and eye to eye.

Healed


Prudence is not going to battle it out with the devil. So she is not going to respond. If anyone else would like to respond let me know.

She used Prudence 5 times

I will make one comment. "It isn't about money" I will agree with that! It is about control!