Page Seven
September
20, 2006 — October 14, 2006
The Revelation Of The "Marvelous Sign Of The Seven Angels."
The Revelation Of Those Who Stand On "The Sea Of Glass."
And The Revelation Of Those With The "Mark of the
Beast."
"For
as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways
higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
Isaiah 55:9
It is now October 10, the time of the fourth offering of
the Feast of Tabernacles. This is also the anniversary of
the beginning of the Consummation of the Marriage of the
Lamb. The "temple of the tabernacle of the testimony" in
heaven is opened even further still, and the heart of the
testimony is seen. The heart of the consummation is
revealed. This testimony comes from Hannah.
From the time that I was a little girl, I had great longing
desires to be Father's only. I remember in Sandpoint when
some of the girls were getting boyfriends, coming to the
point and saying, "Well, I am just going to be married to
Father." I remember a very deep experience that Father gave
me when I was about eleven, where I would have these deep
feelings for Father, and wave upon wave of deep love for
Him would wash over me. I had no idea what it was all
about, but after coming to the new land, I knew that Father
was giving me a foretaste of Him, and that it had
strengthened me to go through all of my growing up years.
When the Consummation happened in 2000 and Michael asked us
to marry Him, and told us what the Consummation would be, I
knew right away that it could be with me. I remember
driving in the car going to Albuquerque with my Mom and
Shecanaiah and seeing so clearly that Father was asking me
for my body as well as my heart, soul and mind. I
remembered counting the cost and knowing that what He
wanted of me would not fulfill what my natural human
feelings were, wanting to have an earthly husband and have
children. As I was sitting there in the car and seeing all
of these things, I made the choice that no matter the cost,
no matter the pain, no matter what happened, I was giving
my whole self, including my body, to Father.
When the first Seven Women were being called, I had this
great longing to be one of the Seven, but I pushed it aside
because I thought it was only for women that had been
married. Then when Moriah was chosen as one of them, I knew
that I could have been chosen, but that I had pushed my
heart aside and believed my own thoughts. When Father
called me the second time to be one of the Seven Angels I
knew I must go with what my heart wanted, instead of what
my mind was saying, that I wasn't capable or qualified.
After the meeting where Michael talked to the young people
about the Seven Messengers, I went out for a time to be
alone, asking Father to tell me if I was one of the Seven
or not. After sitting for awhile and not receiving any
answers, I got up and went home. As I went about some
little duties, Father came down very close to me and said,
"You will not fail or be discouraged." I knew that Father
was doing this and I could trust Him with the outcome. The
next day was Friday, and as I was going about cleaning the
house, being one of the Seven was strong on me, and all I
could do was ask Father what His answer was for me.
After all of my things were done for Sabbath, I went to the
barn to be alone, and as I was sitting there quietly,
Father struck me with lightening. I knew that Father had
already called me and all He was asking of me was if I was
willing. I remembered what Michael had said in the meeting
about the two men in Ellen White's time that God had called
to be His prophet, before He called Ellen White. They
didn't accept Father's call, and I knew that if I didn't
accept, Father would choose someone else instead, but that
I would not be here in the land anymore.
My heart was on fire with longing and desire to be one of
the Seven and I knew that I must go and tell Michael that I
was accepted. A few people were gathering for prayer and so
I went over and was going to pray with them. As we were
kneeling there, no one was praying and I knew I was
blocking Father out of the barn, because He had put
something on my heart and I was not doing it. So I excused
myself and went up to Michael's and waited outside His
house for half an hour or so, asking Father if He wanted me
to go wake Michael up or wait until the morning. As I was
sitting there, a quiet rest came on me and a deep trust
came to me and I knew that He was taking care of me. Father
was the One Who had called me, so I could trust Him. I knew
that Father wanted me to go to bed and tell Michael in the
morning.
The next day was Sabbath and while we were having a meeting
and Michael was talking about the Seven Messengers, I knew
that I had to say something to Michael or it would be too
late. So even though it was hard and it wasn't the way I
had wanted to tell Michael, I knew that Father wanted me to
tell Michael, while everyone else was listening, that
Father had accepted me. Michael wrote my name down, and
Father told me that now Michael was accepting me also.
I was still with Grandma and living at the ranch house, and
when I woke up Sunday morning I knew that I couldn't be
there any more. I needed so much to be alone and quiet and
not have any responsibilities. I knew it didn't matter if I
had to live under a rock, but I knew that Father was
calling me for His own purposes and I couldn't be in my old
world anymore. I remembered how the Two Witnesses had left
their old world when they were called, and now I felt the
same way. I felt like I was jumping off into an abyss and
there would be no going back to how it was before. Father
had called me, and with my whole heart, I wanted to follow
where He was leading me.
Father arranged for me to
move, and after getting settled into my new little place,
He started bringing thoughts to me about being naked with
Michael and having a physical consummation with Him. At
this point I knew that I didn't really see Who Michael was.
But as Father kept bringing me to a quieter place, I began
to see and understand things as I had never seen them
before. I remembered in the very beginning, when
Michael asked us to go and ask Father Who He was, Father
told me very distinctly, "This is My beloved Son in Whom I
Am pleased, follow Him." I saw how I had not really
believed Father, I had just let myself theologically
believe that Michael was the Son of God, but I didn't
really believe. I saw how I had a corrupted view of
Michael, and in that, it was also of Father. Michael would
tell us that His Love for us was the same as His love for
the Witnesses, and that He had no favorites, but I could
not see how that was possible. I knew that Father loved me
and took care of me but I couldn't see how Michael could
possibly love me.
All through the time in the land when Michael would talk
about the Consummation with the Two Witnesses and say that
they were the example for the rest of us, I would feel so
much like I wanted to be consummated with Father and His
Son Michael, but I never really knew how to make it my
reality. Now Father began to take things into His own hands
and I began to see Who Michael really was. Father was
saying to me "Michael is my Son REALLY! Believe it". Father
was gifting me with REALLY believing it. Father would bring
things to me like, "Michael is the Son of God and He really
is my Husband. Wouldn't I be naked with my husband?" I felt
deep inside of me that I could not pour plagues out without
being really married to Michael. How could I be really
married to Michael if I wasn't consummated to Him?
My desire to be one with Michael grew more and more. My
need was being pressed upon me, and I would have waves of
seeing my need of being totally vulnerable with Michael. I
saw I could not be vulnerable and naked, of myself. I saw
myself hiding all of my life, hiding from others, and
hiding from myself the most. At this point some of the
other Seven had been naked with Michael and they would
share in our meetings of their experiences and their
connections with Michael. How they were healed and had an
anchor and security that they never had before.
I longed to have that same connection and I felt like I
could never be part of them without it. At one of our
meetings, Father began to break me open in a very deep way.
I felt very needy, very much like I needed Michael to hold
me. It looked impossible, because Michael had just had a
meeting with the land saying that Father had given Him
permission that all of the laying naked was over.
That day I went to see Michael and we talked for awhile, He
told me that "He believed in me" and for some reason that
went into me and I began to feel a trust in Michael that I
didn't have. A few days later, Father put it on my heart
that I had to be naked with Michael. I had to give myself
to Him, because that was what I really wanted. I knew that
I needed a miracle, I knew that Father was going to have to
do something, because Michael had said it was over. But I
also knew that Father changes things. I decided to tell
Michael what was on my heart, even though it seemed too
late. It didn't matter if it did anything for me or not,
Father had put it on my heart and I knew that I must have
it.
When I asked Michael to hold me, He asked me what I thought
it would do for me, and I said I needed security. I felt
like I needed something physical to hold. He said He wanted
that for me also. As Michael was holding me, I felt a deep
healing go into me and I knew that Michael was healing me.
I felt it deep inside of me and I knew that I would never
be the same again. All I felt like was I wanted to lay
there and take everything Michael was giving me, I wanted
to be broken open more and more. Michael told me, "Remember
this place, me holding you. This will be your security,
this will be your anchor." "You are healed."
After I left Michael's, these verses came springing up out
of me and I sent them to Michael.
"For He has looked upon the low station and humiliation of
His handmaiden. For behold, from now on all generations [of
all ages] will call me blessed and declare me happy and to
be envied!
"For He Who is almighty has done great things for me--and
holy is His name.
"And His mercy (His compassion and kindness toward the
miserable and afflicted) is on those who fear Him with
godly reverence, from generation to generation and age to
age.
"He has shown strength and made might with His arm; He has
scattered the proud and haughty canaanites in and by the
imagination and purpose and designs of their hearts.
"He has put down the mighty from their thrones and exalted
those of low degree.
"He has filled and satisfied the hungry (needy) with good
things, and the rich He has sent away empty-handed [without
a gift].
"He has laid hold on His handmaiden Hannah [to help her, to
espouse her cause], in remembrance of His mercy." Luke
1:4:54 revised
Michael's response:
This is so sweet. It reminded me of the heart I had for you
when you were here. So very precious.
Michael
I saw something in Michael that I had never seen before. I
saw The Son of God, really. It wasn't a man holding me. It
was God, REALLY. All of the things I had thought about
Michael were gone.
After this experience with Michael, I would have feelings
wash over me from time to time, but Michael gave me
something in which I could lay down my feelings and
thoughts and just rest, and believe what He had told me. It
was like I had a place to go and wrap myself up in. A place
that I didn't have before, a deep security and trust in
what Michael had given me. I could physically feel His hand
on my heart many times, pressing Father's very own love
into me.
Father has brought back to me through the days since then,
that I was healed, really. It didn't have to look like it
or feel like it, Michael said I was healed, and Father was
gifting me to believe Him. No matter what Father had in
store I could trust Him.
A little time after I laid on
Michael's bed, He called a meeting with the Seven and told
us that our times of laying naked and skin to skin with Him
on His bed were over. At that meeting I felt my heart break
and I saw that I had not gone all of the way with Father's
vision for me. I had a desire to be skin to skin with
Michael, but I never asked Him. I saw that I hadn't let
myself follow what was on my heart. I had gone as far as I
could in my own strength. I saw I was closed, and Father
could only pour into me through the tiny crack in my heart.
The pain was so intense that all I could do was lay in my
bed and feel my great need, and at the same time I felt I
was in a completely new place. I felt like I had failed
Father and at the same time I knew all I could do was trust
Him. I knew that I was totally at His mercy. The prayer of
my heart was "Make me a bucket instead of a thimble," and
then a little later I saw that I needed to be able to hold
God, and so my prayer was, "Make me to be able to hold all
of You Father."
With this Consummation I knew it was going to be me and I
didn't have the feelings that I experienced with the first
Consummation, wondering if I could give myself to Michael
in such an intimate way. Father was gifting me with His
view of it and I knew that He was putting it on me in a
strong way. I felt that I wanted to be consummated to
Michael's Spirit, and a physical union with Michael was how
Father was going to bring it to me. The thoughts that were
going through me were, "How is it a marriage without a
consummation? How long am I going to play being
consummated? How long am I going to be "spiritually
speaking" married to Michael?
Several weeks later Father drove me to Michael to ask for a
literal, physical consummation with Him. When Michael asked
me why, I said that I must go all the way. I must take the
land with me all the way. I couldn't just take the land
"spiritually speaking" all the way or "spiritually
speaking" consummated. I must go all the way with Michael.
All the way to the depths. He told me, "I hear you. We will
just see what Father does."
About three days later Michael told the Seven there would
not be a physical consummation with us, and that He had
asked Father to make the Consummation of Judgment to be
something else. I still knew that Father was going to
consummate me with Michael, it just looked like it was
going to be different than how I had thought, even though I
could not see how. Then later, after Michael's experience
of Father leaving Him, He was talking to some of the Seven
outside of His house. I asked Him if what He was
experiencing with regard to consummating with us, was like
Abraham sacrificing His son. Michael told us, that it was
more like a farmer going out and breaking all of the lamb's
legs and then leaving them out in the field to suffer. He
was not being called to sacrifice His own son, but the
children of other people.
As I was looking into His face while He was talking, I felt
so deep in my heart, "Oh Father, why are You making Michael
go through this? Why did You drive me to ask Michael for a
physical consummation?" I felt deep inside of me the pain I
saw on Michael's face and the deep agony He was feeling. I
saw that He loved us so much that He didn't want to hurt
us. I knew that I didn't have the slightest clue of what my
request was costing Michael, but Father had let me see a
little part of it, and it hurt. I wasn't telling Father
"no" but I felt like I wanted to understand why. I felt
like I didn't want to take anymore from Michael than what I
already had. Later as I was talking to Father about what I
was feeling, He came very close and said, "It is okay, I am
responsible for My Son. Just tell Him what is on your heart
and I will take care of it."
When Michael put out the e-mail to the land asking what the
vision was, Father poured onto me a deep longing for the
land I had never experienced. All I could do was intercede
for the land Father had given me. Many times it would be so
strong that all I could do was cry. Father gave me to
encompass the land, wearing some shoes that Mother had
given me, while singing songs of praise. Father told me
that I was walking in Mother's shoes and just as she had
encompassed the land with songs of praise, Father was
asking me to do the same. For four days, Father gave me new
songs each day and I would sing the songs as I walked the
land. Some of the songs were, "Give thinks with a grateful
heart" and "Awake O Israel."
One of the Songs that Father gave me was the lullaby that
Celine Dion sings with new words:
I pray the land will know,
and feel Your mighty power.
I pray they'll feel Your touch,
and hear Your quiet songs.
Let them know Your heart,
Let them feel their need.
You have come to take,
take us to Your heart.
You have given quiet trust.
You are our quiet place,
our quiet hiding place.
You fill us with Your light,
You take us deep inside You.
How we feel our need,
more than we can tell.
You are here to fill,
fill us full of You.
and we trust Your loving heart.
Another song was,
Father, let them come to know You
Let them see You face to face
Touch them, hold them, love them, know them,
Only let them live in You.
Father, You have drawn them to You
Now they see You face to face
You have touched them, loved them, known them
And now they only live in You.
Father draw them ever nearer
Draw them closer to Your heart
Hold them in Your quiet Presence
And when they're ready, take them home.
Through these songs, I felt Father wrapping each heart up,
drawing each one into His heart of hearts, into the Most
Holy Place, the place of consummation. Sometimes I felt
like saying to the land "Do you see? Do you know Who is
here among us?" I felt like shouting and saying as loud as
I could, "Wake up".
Sometimes I just felt like Father was wrapping the land up
and holding it in His heart, and sometimes I felt this deep
drawing pain and sorrow. I had prayed many times that
Father "give me my people," and on the last day I walked,
Father sang this song to me, before I left for my walk.
This land is mine
God gave this land to me
This brave and lonely land to me
and when the morning Son
reveals her hills and plains
then I see a place where
My children are free.
As I was leaving for my walk, Danielle asked if she could
walk with me. It was sweet because the other days I had
walked alone, and as we sang, we came to the part that
says, "Come take my hand and walk this land with me." Both
of us at the same time, took each other's hand, and I knew
that Father was going to keep His promise and that He would
give the vision.
After Michael put the email out saying that He would not be
having any more visitors about the vision, and telling the
Seven not to pray any more for the vision, I felt a deep
ache inside of me and then Father started to sing this song
to me:
Don't forget I love, I love, I love you.
It's the season of grace coming out of the void
Where a man is saved by a voice in the distance
It's the season of definite miracle cures
Where hope is currency and death is not the last unknown
Where time begins to fade
And age is welcome home
It's the season of eyes meeting over the noise
And holding fast with sharp realization (seeing the vision)
It's the season of cold making warmth a divine intervention
You are safe here, you know now
Don't forget, don't forget I love, I love, I love you.
It's the season of scars and of wounds in the heart
Of feeling the full weight of our burdens (need)
It's the season of bowing our heads in the wind
And knowing we are not alone in fear
Not alone in the dark.
There was no more intercession for the land, no more
praying for the vision, but I felt Father telling the
people, "Don't forget I love, I love, I love you." I felt a
deep rest in my heart, even though I felt a deep ache. I
knew that Father was doing this, and that all I needed to
do was trust Him. It was Friday evening and I took a quiet
walk through the land, feeling a deep, quiet, lonely
aching. Father had accomplished His will and now He was
giving me to rest in the finished work, even though it
didn't look finished. I knew that Father was preparing each
heart to walk on a sea of quiet, trusting, naked,
vulnerability.
Since that time, Father has been taking me through a series
of deeper and deeper yieldings and laying down of my
desires and feelings.
This letter to Michael describes part of what I have been
going through since Michael put the conclusion on the
vision page.
Dearest Michael,
I am very much encouraged by the new additions to the
vision page. Father's revelations to us are so precious. It
helped me to see a little of what Father was doing in me.
I have been in a very deep process lately. On Sabbath I
felt my great need with what Father was asking of me, the
Consummation. I saw how much I needed to be able to pour
out the plagues, and yet I knew that Father was doing this,
and all I could do is trust Him.
Then on Sunday I was feeling and seeing the desperate state
of who I am. I felt deep inside of me, that I was a foolish
virgin and I could do nothing about it. There was no hope
for me, and all I could say was, "Only do not ask me to
leave You, Father. You can do whatever you like with me,
only do not take Your Spirit from me." I cannot begin to
explain what I was seeing and feeling. I saw that I was
full of tension and stress and there was nothing I could do
about it. I felt this great aching need for Father and
there was no way I could do anything about it. I saw that
all was lost, but I could not even lift a finger to it. It
was like I was nailed to a cross and I saw and felt my need
but I was powerless to do anything about it. I was feeling
that if I get absolutely nothing from all of the hard
things I was put through in the last couple of mouths, it
didn't matter, because I felt like all was lost.
Mother's dream was a second witness to me, for that was how
I felt yesterday on my bed. "Yea, though You slay me yet
will I trust in You."
This was the prayer that was coming out of my heart: "You
can make me do anything Father. You can make me anything
You want me to be. You can make me hurt for the rest of my
life. You can cause me to ache for eternity or make me not
feel anything for ever. You can put great longings on my
heart and never fulfill them. You can put desires on me and
then put walls and doors all around me so that the desires
can never be fulfilled, and cause me to bear the desires
for eternity. You can do anything you like with me. You can
pour blessings on others and not give me any. All I can say
is, 'I trust You Daddy'."
Father told me this yesterday, "Let Me complete this
process in you little One. You are not required to do
anything but trust Me and rest in Me. I will do this."
Part of this song came to me yesterday:
Live out Thy life within me, O Michael King of Kings!
Be Thou Thyself the answer to all my questionings;
Live out Thy life within me, in all things have Thy way!
I, the transparent medium, Thy glory to display.
The temple has been yielded, and purified of sin,
Let Thy Shekinah glory now shine forth from within,
And all the earth keep silence, the body henceforth be
Thy silent, gentle servant, moved only as by Thee.
Its members every moment held subject to Thy call,
Ready to have Thee use them, or not be used at all,
Held without restless longing, or strain, or stress, or
fret,
Or chafings at Thy dealings, or thoughts of vain regret.
But restful, calm and pliant, from bend and bias free,
Awaiting Thy decision, when Thou hast need of me.
Live out Thy life within me, O Michael King of Kings!
Be Thou the glorious answer to all my questionings.
I still feel a great longing to be fully married to You,
and to be fully
filled with Your Spirit alone. But I know now, that Father
will do with me
what He will and I will trust Him no matter what He wants
me to do.
Loving you,
Hannah
Father has been gifting me with a deep, vulnerable trust, a
trust that I could have never had on my own. My life was
full of tension and stress and I didn't even know it. For
the last few weeks, my life has been a series of
uninterrupted yieldings. Father bringing to me, over and
over again, the deep meaning of the words, "Yield
trustingly as I now bring you through." Father's own,
quiet, laid down Life is being poured into me. Father is
saying, "Can you let it hurt? Can you let Me deny you
forever? Can you still trust Me even though I never bring
to pass the desires I put on you? Can you trust Me, even
though I give others their heart's desire and I never give
you your heart's desire?" And the answer that Father gifted
me with deep down in my heart through every fiber of my
being is, "I trust You Daddy."
Husband, all I now surrender
I am emptied, yielded still
Opened to Your present drawing
Yielded to Your present will
I surrender all
Drawn out to Your call
Opened to Your present drawing
I surrender all
Husband, all to You I yield up
Your full drawing to receive
Fully yielded every moment
Fully drawn to You alone
I surrender all
Drawn out to Your call
Opened to Your present drawing
I surrender all
-Grateful for Your present drawing
I surrender all
Truly, Michael is the Son God, for I have seen the Face of
Love, the Grace of God. Michael is Father's precious gift
to us. I am grateful that Father made a way for me to
really see. Oh how my heart aches. Oh how I long to be
drawn deeper and still deeper into Michael.
The prayer of my heart is, "You are the only thing I
desire, the only thing I want. My heart longs for You. I
will not be satisfied until I can fully be inside of You.
Whatever You want, whatever Your vision is for me, is what
I truly want."
I still desire the Consummation. I still desire to be fully
married to Michael. But I am yielded, and I know that
Father will bring about His perfect resolution and we will
all be satisfied.
You are the apple of my eye, oh Lord,
and I set my face, as a flint towards You
Oh how my heart swells with such desire,
it's as a fire that only burns for You
Come and fill me up, have Your way my Lord,
You are my true Love, I am Yours, my Love.
This testimony completes the eight offerings of the opened
temple. Three men and five women revealed the depth of the
inner sanctuary. The intimacy of the temple was opened for
all to feast upon. These testimonies completed themselves
during the Feast of Tabernacles when eight days of
sacrifices were offered. The eight contributors all
revealed a sacrifice that was offered by fire. These
sacrifices are the visible manifestation of the sacrifice
by fire of everyone who partakes and believes. During the
Feast of Tabernacles there were eight days of sacrifices
but in each day there were multiple offerings made. So it
is again in this land as each soul takes in the meaning of
the sacrifices offered.