About Michael Travesser

Page Five

September 20, 2006 — October 14, 2006
The Revelation Of The "Marvelous Sign Of The Seven Angels."
The Revelation Of Those Who Stand On "The Sea Of Glass."
And The Revelation Of Those With The "Mark of the Beast."
"For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 55:9

Danielle sent to me an expanded offering of her testimony. It is the offering for the second day of the Feast of Tabernacles, October 8. She writes:

Shortly before Father sent me to Michael's house on July 13th, to lay naked with Him and be the second witness for Shillum to be made public, He had brought me to a place of great need. I felt like I was at my end because I always seemed to go in a continual circle with myself and I felt weary of it. I felt at an extremity for Father to come and put His own life in me, and for Him to put a purpose in me to accomplish. I wanted Him to come and live inside this body, fulfilling His desires. I didn't want to continue on fulfilling my own desires. So I began to pray to the Father, asking Him to come and fill me with Himself.

On July, 6th, I felt the full weight of my need for Father to come to me. That day I felt totally helpless, with nothing left in me to go on with. I felt very needy for Father to come to me. My heart was crying out to Him in a great way. I didn’t realize it at the time, but Father was preparing me, making a place in me, to receive the gift that He was desiring to give to me. He had created my extremity of need so that I would have the capacity to receive Him. The problem was that I viewed my need as a bad thing, when really Father was just making a place He could come in and bestow a blessing to me.

I went out for a walk into the field and laid down. As I was laying there, Father said to me, "Say the truth, and it shall make you free indeed." I wasn't aware of what that pertained to at that moment, but I soon found out. I got up and continued walking in the field and then I met Michael as He was heading out for a walk. He asked me how I was and I replied "Pretty bad". He kinda laughed understandingly and said "All is hell?" and I said "To be honest, it is." Michael and I visited for a little while, and one thing He told me was: "Father didn't bring you out here all those years ago, all by yourself, just to dump you off of a cliff." I knew that that was a direct answer to my heart's cry and prayer. I had just been pleading with Father to change something for me and to come to me, and then a few minutes later He showed up in Michael’s body. He was telling me that He wasn’t going to leave me to perish and that it wasn’t all in vain. He was indeed going to change things for me, in fact, He had already begun the changes.

I was so happy and blest that Father arranged for me to visit with His Son Michael. That visit gave my heart a release from the weight of the burdens I had been carrying. Michael was a breath of fresh air to me, and His words were such sweet soothing balm to my needy, aching heart. He was to me like new life being breathed into dry bones.

Also during that time of great need, I was thrust into a place of being drawn to Michael in a way I had never been drawn to Him before. I didn’t realize at that time what Father was doing, but He was drawing me to His Son Michael in an intimate way. After I would see Michael, wave after wave of intense feelings for Him would wash through me. I was desiring Him and I was in love with Him. I couldn’t help it. Father just thrust me into that place all of a sudden, and to my mind, it seemed like it was “wrong” and that it was just my flesh, but what was I going to do about it? I couldn’t escape it. I just had to let it be. I see now that Father was wanting to connect me to Michael in a way I had never been connected to Him before.

Sometime during the midst of these recent events it just came to my mind that maybe I should just get naked with Michael, so He could see me, and see everything about me and how I really looked. I am not clear on when this was though, if it was before or after Michael wrote a post on July 12th, where He talked about getting naked. He wrote, "One must go to the naked depths of himself. He must be stripped bare, all naked before the searching eyes of the One Who knows us. In this is our safety. Our security comes only from being held naked by the One Who rules in the heavens... So, how does one go to the depths, and how does one get naked? The answer is this: He goes to the depths and he gets naked." The last two sentences I bolded especially stood out to me. Those lines were so simple and yet I felt so perplexed over them. I could feel that Father was working, doing something inside of me, with that post. That evening I kept feeling like I just needed to go to Michael's to get naked, whatever that looked like. I kept feeling the unction inside like, "I just need to go to Michael's house", but I didn’t end up going that evening because I didn’t feel ready yet.

The next day, July 13, Father gave me this verse in a personalized form. “You Danielle, shall no more be termed forsaken, nor shall your land be called desolate anymore. But you shall be called Hephzibah; my delight is in her, and your land shall be called Beulah-married; for the Lord delights in you, and your land shall be married-owned and protected by the Lord.” Isaiah 62:4 Amplified. A few hours after He gave this verse to me, He fulfilled it. It was such a sweet blessing to me.

Michael called most of the young people together for a meeting at His house that day, and He shared with us that Father had shown Him that some of the young people were being called to be the Seven Angels of which Revelation speaks. Those Seven would pour out the seven last plagues upon the earth, and Michael wanted us to go and ask Father if we were chosen for this work. For some reason, during that meeting, consummating with Michael was on my mind. Father just had it there. During that meeting Michael said certain things that stood out to me. He told us that in the constellation of Taurus (the constellation of Judgment), the Seven Angels (Pleiades) ride upon the Bull’s shoulder, and that they would have a special relationship with Him. He told us that we were in special times because 70 months ago we were in the middle of the Consummation of the Marriage, and now this is the time of the Consummation of judgment. As He was referring to something about being one of the Seven Angels, He said “Don’t say, 'Oh, it’s not that." Even though Michael was talking about something else, I heard Father speak directly to what was on my mind. He didn’t want me to push what He had given to me, away from my mind, judging that it wasn’t from Him.

After our meeting together, I went out on a walk to ask Father if I was chosen to be one of the Seven Angels or not. I was trying to be quiet so I could hear Father talk to me, but that wasn’t working. It seemed to be a vain attempt on my part. Father actually was talking very much to me, I was just expecting something else. I wanted to hear if I was one of the Seven Angels or not and He was wanting me to go to His Son’s house. When I would try to be quiet I was pressed with consummating with Michael in my mind’s eye. I couldn’t escape it. I felt so much going on inside of me, and I decided that maybe I would just go talk to Michael about it all. I couldn’t seem to get any relief any other way, it only seemed to intensify. So I decided to head back and go towards Michael’s. I asked Father that if this was really indeed from Him, to make it stronger on me, and if it wasn't from Him but was just coming from my flesh to take it away. At that point, it got so strong I could feel it physically in my stomach!

It took me a while before I felt able to go into Michael's. I was experiencing two things. My heart was saying, "I know this is of God," and yet my mind was wondering, "Is this just my flesh?" What finally came to me, and helped me deal with my mind was, "Well, if I am in my flesh then at least I can talk to Michael and He can put me back on the right track again." I knew that He would know, and that He could help me. I was able then to follow my heart, for deep down inside I really felt like it was from Father.

This experience between my heart and mind was very helpful and beneficial to me. It showed me how my mind and imagination, has really been my stumbling block and my biggest downfall. I could have spared myself all of my mind’s activity over it, if at first I would have just simply gone to Michael’s and shared with Him what was on my heart. I didn't need to make up anything about it. I learned how I can simply just follow Father's unctions to my heart no matter what it may seem like to my mind. I need not consult my mind, I need only follow the unctions that Father places upon my heart. All my mind is good for is “Please pass the butter” and “1+1=2.”

So I finally went in to Michael's. But when I went in He told me that Ami was going to be coming over, so I was going to have to go. She came over while I was still there, and she offered to go home and let me visit with Michael instead. Father just arranged that perfectly. So Michael said good night to Ami and said to her “I am going to visit with one of the Seven Angels.” After He said that I knew that Father had given me the answer to my question of whether I was one of the Seven Angels or not. He told me that I was.

I got to visit with Michael, and at first I told Him that it was going to be hard for me to talk about what was on my mind. I told Him that two things were on my mind and I ended up only sharing one of them with Him during that visit. I asked Him when He talked about getting naked, if He meant literally. He started asking me about that and what I had pictured. I told Him that I saw myself laying naked with Him on His bed. After telling Him that, He shared with me the token Father had given to Him which would have to be fulfilled before He could put Shillum on, which was that two virgins would come and lay naked on His bed with Him. He also shared that it was a token of the land's acceptance. So He asked me if I wanted Him to hold me with my clothes on or off, and I said off. So I got undressed and laid naked on His bed with Him and He held me.

When He was holding me, He was pouring out to me His heart of pure love in a very personal and gentle way. It was coming directly from Father to me. He held me close to Him and He was so tender and sweet with me. I saw Him in a new light that hadn’t been visible to me before. He spoke to me telling me how I was all fair and that there was no spot in me. He told me that I was accepted, and desiring to be accepted had been a HUGE thing in my life previously. I was always striving and dying inside to attain it. He was baptizing me with His acceptance and trust, which was what I so much needed.

As I was lying there with Him, I felt a freedom or a release come to me. A freedom that He knew everything about me and that I didn't have to hide anything from Him or be afraid to tell Him anything. I could tell Him anything and He would only love me. I didn't have to be a certain way for Him to love me, He just loved me even though He saw everything about me. There is something so freeing about being naked and vulnerable. It is like it lifts a heavy load off of some very weary shoulders, freeing the soul to fly.

I know how this event would look to the natural man because he hasn’t been given eyes from Father to see His pure holiness and healing in it all. It would look gross to them. But any soul that desires to see it from Heaven’s view can ask the Father for His view of it and He will give it. My experience of being naked with Michael, was not at all an earthly one. Michael is not a man, and He does not operate out of the lusts of the flesh as men do. His only desire was to pour His love and healing into me from Father, not to get something from me. And pour His love and healing into me, He did. I can truly testify that I laid with the Son of God Himself, and not a mere man, and I am very thankful for Him.

The symbol Father used in having me get literally naked with Michael, was so perfect for me personally, because I had been such a protected and closed off person in my life. Protecting myself had only caused me much pain and heartache through the years, and Father was desiring that I receive something different, something much sweeter. My city had been very heavily defended (clothed) with self protections, and Father could not come into my protected heart. Before Father can come into any soul, He has to make them naked and vulnerable so nothing is between Him and that soul, and that is what He did with me. Father wanted to use a literal symbol with me as something that I would always remember and hold onto. It was a symbol of the reality of what Father had done for my heart and soul. It was the reality that I was healed and delivered by His Son.

After I laid naked with Michael, many things changed for me. I felt like I had been transported into a new world. I felt a peace and a sweetness within me and a confidence that isn’t natural for me to feel. My face also showed the definite change which had occurred within my heart. My face looked more at rest and not so troubled like it had previously. Before being naked with Michael, when negative feelings would wash over me, my natural reaction was to “cover up” how I felt because it was “bad” to feel that way, so I would protect myself. But after being vulnerable with Michael, I had an experience where some negative feelings washed over me and I made a conscious decision to keep myself open and naked in what I was feeling instead of covering it up "because I shouldn’t be feeling those things." I wasn’t going to try to look happy and like everything was okay with me when I saw Michael. I was just going to stay “naked” and let Father be responsible for me and for what I was feeling. He is my Husband and IS responsible to take care of His Bride, and what she is feeling. After I made that decision, I saw Michael, and He told me that my face looked different, it looked more yielded to Father. That was a sweet token to me of the change that had occurred in my heart, even though my feelings weren't feeling the change yet. I had yielded myself to Father and that was what mattered.

Another thing that changed for me was that I could feel my heart ache physically from time to time, and I had never experienced that before. I was feeling Father draw me to His Son, which was to Himself, and I could feel His drawing in a physical way. It was almost like I could still feel Michael’s hand on my heart when I wasn’t physically with Him.

Over the next few weeks Father connected me more closely to Michael in a way I had never been connected to Him before. I saw more and more of His heart. His heart is so soft, so full of love, and so much the total opposite of condemnation towards any soul. He wants so much to reach down into the heart of all souls and save them. He wants so much to hold them and lavish His love freely on them without protections being in the way. There isn't a love more pure and more selfless than His. Father was showing me the healing and deliverance that He sent to us in Michael. I was seeing that He IS our Deliverer, He IS our Healer and He is our Saviour. Truly, Michael IS the only way, the only truth, and the only life that there is. I was seeing that the Son of God truly IS here! I had known that before in my mind, but it was different now than just knowing it with my mind. I was seeing Him. Father indeed had truly given to us His Only Son. God Himself had come into a body and was dwelling among us, right here and right now! I wanted to receive all of Him! I did not want to miss this opportunity or take for granted the gift we had been given, just going on oblivious to it, living life “normally”. I wanted to receive His healing while it was here for me and so Father gave me my heart’s desire. In all of this, thankfulness for Michael welled up within my heart and soul and this is one of the things I wrote in my journal about Him.

“My precious Saviour,
Thank you so much for coming and saving me from myself. Thank you for keeping me from this dark world. I am so thankful You have kept me from my destruction. I cannot even put into words what You have done for me. I love you so very much. Forever our hearts will be bound together. You have touched me with Your healing life and held me in Your loving arms. You have shown me God’s face. How can I even put into words the gratitude in my heart? I can’t.”

It is so awesome what Father has brought here to us. It is a gift from His pure heart of love--His only Son. This poem expresses very well Father’s gift of His Son to me personally:

”You deliver me to God
You are the gateway to forever and all things
You make everyone else possible
You make me possible

You deliver God to me
Every moment with You is a prayer
And every prayer answered is a moment with You

Once filled with You, with God
I can never again be alone
Because after being with You
I realize that I was never alone in the first place.”
~Chris Spheeris~

The second thing that had been on my mind, which I didn’t share with Michael when I went and laid naked on His bed with Him, was about consummating with Him. So much had been happening inside of me at the time, and when I went there I didn’t feel the clarity to be able to lay it all out clearly. So it was clearly evident to me how Father just brought out of my mouth what He wanted me to say at that time, so He could bring His purposes to pass and fulfill His token. I see that Father didn’t just want two virgins to lay naked on Michael’s bed with Him just so Michael could put our Shillum site on the internet. He didn’t need that to happen just for a web site! No, He wanted us to lay naked with Michael so we could be helped and healed. He saw deep down into our hearts, and they were aching with great need for Him, and He wanted to use His Son to heal us. That is why He sent us to His Son Michael. He wanted us to receive the healing Michael came to bring us, and we received it.

During the next two months, the Seven began meeting together for prayer. We would share our hearts together and visit about the events that had been occurring with us. One thing we visited about was how it had come to almost all of us individually that we might be physically consummating with Michael. Some of us even desired it.

Some of the Seven went to Michael individually and shared with Him what Father had placed upon their hearts, which was to physically consummate with Him and they asked Him for this. He told each one that we would have to wait on Father to bring His purposes to pass, and it was left at that.

During this time, Michael was bearing the Seven upon Himself in a way greater than any human could imagine. He was bearing the weight of possibly having to physically consummate with us, and everything that that would entail and cost. This was as if a gigantic mountain had been placed directly before him, and he didn’t have the strength to climb it. He was weary and his strength left him just considering the gigantic implications for himself personally. Father had given Him to heal us, and each time He would be with one of us, He would pour into us all that had been given Him for us, and it would physically drain Him. He spent himself over and over again for our sakes, so we could be delivered. Michael was so physically drained and weary from it all that one day He asked Father if it could be over now, and Father said yes. After visiting with Father about that, all of His strength returned to Him. That same day Michael met with the Seven and told us that the time for laying naked on his bed or laying skin to skin with Him, was over. He also talked about our desire to physically consummate with him, and shared that that time was over also. We didn't need to consider a physical consummation anymore.

Michael shared how He had poured out for us all He could, and that we had received all that we could. He gave an example of a ladder, and how one soul may only be able to go 3 rungs up the ladder and another may only be able to go 5 rungs up, but that each one only goes as far as he can go. After He shared that Father desires to take each soul all the way to the top, Father placed within us an intense desire for our capacity to be enlarged so that we could receive EVERYTHING that He desired to give us. That meeting was a huge breaking open for the Seven, and it placed us all in a place of feeling our great need to be able to receive so much more than we possessed. We didn’t want to just be able to receive all that we could, we wanted to be able to receive ALL that Father desired to give us. We wanted Father’s Vision to be fulfilled in us and not simply our own.

After the meeting with Michael that evening, I went outside and sat down outside of His house. As I was sitting there in the darkness, Father came down upon me and I felt His presence so strongly with me. He began to open up things to me. He showed me Who Michael REALLY is--the actual Son of God. I was thinking about the Son of God being HERE, right now, in our very own midst. It was awesome. I thought of the verse where Jesus said “When I come back, will I find any faith on the earth?” and I likened it to us, the ones who have been with Michael for all these years and have been so wrapped up in our poor, sorry, sick, and self interested selves, that we hadn’t even been able to receive the healing and deliverance He came to bring us. It was because we hadn’t seen Him as He truly is. Father also showed me that His Son came here to marry us to Himself and that it was a real, literal consummation. I wanted it. I wanted to go all the way this time. I didn’t want to only stop 1/3 of the way up the ladder because my humanity couldn’t go any further. I wanted to be taken to the very top. I simply had to go ALL the way. I wouldn’t settle for anything less, or take “no” for an answer.

After Father came down upon me showing me these things, I wanted to go inside and talk with His Son. I thought “I am going to go in and talk to the Son of God Himself!!” and it was a comforting thought to me. I felt totally fearless to just go in and talk with Him. I went in and knelt beside Michael’s bed and shared with Him how I was seeing Who He really is. I said “Do the people even know Who You are?” He told me, “Flesh and blood has not revealed these things to you, but My Father in Heaven has.” I also told Him that I wanted to physically consummate with Him. He told me that He heard me, and that we would have to wait on Father. So it was left at that.

One morning, shortly after I made my request, Michael talked to me about what consummating with Him could cost. It might cost Him His life. That was quite a sobering thought to me. I considered it and visited with Father about it later, and Father clearly brought to me that He was responsible for Michael, and whether it would cost Him His life or not. Father wouldn’t take His life unless it was His will. Father was the One doing all of this and nothing could happen to Michael unless Father brought it to pass. This was all in Father’s Hands and I could let it rest in the Hands that it all belonged in. I didn’t need to carry the responsibility of it on my own shoulders. I really could trust Father and let Him bring to pass His will--whatever it was, even if it was to take Michael’s life from Him. It was still on my heart to consummate with Michael.

During this time, Michael was earnestly seeking a final resolution from Father as to whether the Consummation of Judgment would be physical intimacy with the Seven, or something else. I remember one time Michael talking about it not happening, and that maybe Father would provide a ram in the thicket like He did for Abraham. My reaction inside was, “Oh, I don't want Him to do that. I feel so much inside the desire to consummate with Michael. It is hard for me to think of it not happening, but I have to just trust Father with it all.”

One evening, unbeknownst to me, Michael was praying that Father would have the “Consummation of Judgment” be something else, instead of what we pictured it would be. That same night He was praying, I felt like the literal consummation wouldn’t be happening, and it was very painful for me. All the next day I had to bear the pain of it, but all I could do was yield myself to Father’s will and whatever happened. I wrote in my journal: "I lay myself down upon the altar You have placed before me. I lay all of my desires, all of my thoughts, and all of my hopes... I am totally given over to You and whatever it is You choose for me. This place feels excruciatingly painful to me, but nonetheless, I will drink whatever cup You hand me to drink, down to the last sip. Here I am Your living sacrifice willingly offered.”

That evening the Seven were outside of Michael's house, and after awhile Michael came out and then invited us to come in. He shared some thoughts with us that He had been considering about what the Consummation of Judgment could possibly be, instead of it being a physical intimacy with us. That night after Michael went to bed, as He was asking Father to take away the cup of physical consummation with the Seven, He felt the Holy Spirit leave Him, and Michael realized that He had just said “No” to God. He hadn’t even realized what He had done until the Holy Spirit left Him, and the Holy Spirit being gone was the worst thing that could happen to Him, far worse than having to physically consummate with the Seven. So He cried out to the Father for His Spirit, and the Holy Spirit returned. For the next three days, Michael was heavily processing this consummation. This time was very intense for Him, and the Seven were strongly bearing Him. We were uplifting Him to Father in prayer. On the third day He was given a double portion of the Holy Spirit and it was a great blessing to His heart. He still didn’t know if the consummation would occur physically or not, but that didn’t matter anymore. He just knew that He wasn’t going to tell God no, and that He would do whatever Father asked of Him. So, it looked like the consummation might be happening again.

During all of this, most of the church didn’t know about what had been occurring with us, and Michael wanted them to hear it from Father themselves without telling them directly. So He asked the church to ask Father what the Consummation of Judgment would be and to come and tell Him. So the people began to pray asking the Father what the Consummation of Judgment would be.

During the week of the people praying for the Vision, Father came to me and gave me a vision of going from house to house and praying for each soul in the land, that they would receive the Vision of the Consummation of Judgment. I hadn’t shared this with anyone yet, and then one of my other companions, which was Hannah, shared with me how Father had given to her that she would walk around the land encompassing all the people. She would be drawing the people, “everyone in the land”, into Father’s vision. I then shared with her what had come to me and I shared it with Esther also. Esther shared how Father had given her that same vision that He had given to me, just the day before, but that it wasn’t the time for her to do it then. He was wanting her to do it with me and I had desired that someone go with me. So the three of us started out, Esther and I were going to pray, and Hannah was going out to encompass the whole land and then she would join us in prayer. As we went from house to house, we saw and felt Father’s sweet and awesome connections between us. It was so obvious that Father was using these bodies as His tools to pray His own prayers through. I would feel different prayers for different souls, like Father was giving me to feel His very own heart for each one. At one particular house Father came down upon me in a very strong and marked way, praying His prayer for those souls through me, and I could feel it! The power was very real and we all could feel Father’s presence so very close to us there. It was awesome.

At another house, Father led me to pray first and when I was done, my companion just said “Amen”, where every time before, we would both pray. After we started walking away, she told me that the reason she didn’t pray was because every time Father would bring a prayer to her mind, immediately afterward I would say the very words Father had given to her. That was so very sweet to me! It was obvious that Father had given us the same heart and mind for the people.

Then at another house, the prayer that I felt in my heart for that soul was so deep, that I couldn’t even put into words what Father had put in my heart for that one. All I could feel was a deep, oh so deep, and physically painful, heartache there. I don't know if I was feeling that soul’s heart aching for Father, or Father’s heart aching for that soul. Maybe it was both. These were only a few of the many connections Father gave to us that night, and it was a sweet blessing to us.

After the week of the Vision was over, one third of the people had received it from Father, and the rest of the congregation read of it when Michael posted The Vision. The people had gone through a great process during this time. Father was burning away everything besides His yielded heart. He intended this whole Vision process so a very necessary heart work could be accomplished in His people. And, through this whole process, the people yielded themselves to Father’s Vision and were willing for Father to do whatever He wanted with what is His. They yielded themselves up to it all--whatever it would turn out to be.

After this process for the church, Father gave Michael the conclusion to the Vision, which Michael posted in this Testimony. Father showed Him that the Consummation wouldn’t be happening in a literal way like we had all envisioned.

After I considered the conclusion to the Vision that Father had given Michael, I was very blessed that Father had it turn out this way for Michael’s sake, so that He could rest from bearing the HUGE weight of it all. No one even knows what He had to bear and feel during this process. It was a great weight upon His heart day and night, and that was lifted from Him after Father gave the conclusion. For His sake I am glad.

In my heart I still desire the physical consummation to happen, but I am yielded to Father’s will. In this whole process, from the Consummation going back and forth, from it happening, to it not happening, Father has given me to be totally yielded to His will and to not hope in anything but Him. He can make me to believe something will happen one day, and then He can make me believe it won’t the next. He pierces my heart, and than He applies His soothing balm to the wounds He made. He causes me to feel sorrow, and He causes me to feel joy. He makes me to cry and He makes me to laugh. So, in whatever He does, I willingly yield myself to Him. He can do whatever He wants with what is His, and I am His.