To
all my old friends,
(He Did NOT send this to ALL addressed)
I am writing this letter to your family, the J. Sayer
family, Clines, Welches, and whoever it may apply to, in an
effort to clear the air, and make everything plain. I have
felt the need of this for a long time, but only recently
have seen that it was now imperative for the sake of truth
and honesty between us. I feel responsible for you and what
Father shows me in regard to your situation and
circumstances. When I meet people, I often feel a spirit
that is not always truthful, but I am not given to say
anything about it. Now it is given me.
We live in a world that is not truthful, but our safety is
to always stay truthful in every instance. The world has
ways of adjusting things so that the appearance is other
than what is actual. The natural man quite easily resorts
to subtle lying, in order to protect himself from those who
might judge him in not so flattering a way. The Scriptures
tell us just who goes into the lake of fire. They say, "But
the fearful (timid), and unbelieving (unfaithful, not to be
trusted), and the abominable (whose behavior is
detestable), and murderers, and whoremongers, and
sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their
part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone:
which is the second death." Rev. 21:8.
The things that stick out most in the verse, since some of
the things mentioned are easily seen, is that the
spiritually timid and untrustworthy are the two first
things into the lake of fire. The verse ends with "all
liars." That includes those who distort the truth or who
tell little white lies to cover their stories. Everyone
expects a sorcerer to go to hell, and a murderer, but does
one expect the timid and the maker of little white lies to
go, especially if it is done only occasionally? One who
covers his true nature is a liar also. His words may always
be true, but his secret deceptions expose him. A secret
deception is one in which the soul will do something, that
he would not do if his subject were watching him.
So, this brings up the issue at hand. Ashley called me
yesterday on the phone and told me that Dean was coming out
to pick up her bicycle. I told her that we would have it
ready for him. She had asked Eleana earlier, why I had not
called her back, since I had agreed with her that I would
call, so I told Ashley at this time that I had not called
her back because the phone number had been changed right
after I spoke with her, and I could not keep my agreement
with her since no number for her had been given me. I asked
her if the family there was being secret now, and hiding.
She said that you changed the phone number to keep me from
influencing her, so that she could do what was on her
heart. I thought that this statement was incredible,
surprising, and revealing. Eleana was able to get in touch
with Ashley to give her my message. My message was, that
Ashley should stay where she is, because that was where her
heart was. I have always told people to do that. I have
always told people that I wanted them to do what they
wanted. I have never had a different policy or belief.
Yet, your family decided that I would do differently and
try to "influence" Ashley, (she uses that name now), to do
what was not what she wanted to do. So, you changed your
phone number, and kept it secret, so that I would not force
her. This is something you know very well, I have never
done with anyone, not in my entire life. My earthly dad did
not force me, and I have never had it in me to force anyone
else. I do tell the truth, but I force no one to do the
truth. They can lie, cheat, and steal to their heart's
content, but I will always speak against those things. Is
that wrong?
What this revealed was that you did not trust me, but
counted me untrustworthy. By this, you acted in an
untrustworthy way toward me. I could not trust you to tell
me honestly how you felt. To my face all was smiles and
happy friendliness, clean house, and Christian music
playing in the background. But actually, you were not free
with me and what you projected is seldom the state of your
"house." Through "fear" and "unbelief" in my testimony to
you, you revealed that your heart was far from mine.
Why could you not just call me up and say, "I don't want
you to call here?" Why could you not say, "We believe you
will try to influence Ashley and we don't want her to talk
to you?" Why could you not just be honest, forthright and
truthful with me, instead of this "sneaking around?" Why
are you afraid of speaking honestly with me? Is it because
you are "afraid" of what I will think of you for doing so?
Ashley had stated to Eleana that she was afraid of me. And
she said that while with you she just "does her own thing."
Was not Ashley doing "her own thing" here? Why not? I never
wanted her to do "MY" thing. And, Ashley, why are you
afraid of me? I have never hurt you. Never! Your fear is
only the product of your own mind, for I have never hurt
you one single time. Instead, I have saved you over and
over again, from being hurt by dark forces. But as it
turned out, you feel more comfortable with dark forces than
with light. Is that the meaning of the vision you had in
our barn? In that vision it was the dead who were all
around you.
So now your little family does not want me to "influence"
Ashley, but your family does not mind influencing her,
themselves. I told her about my influence. I told her that
my influence would have her remain there where her heart
was. I told her that the family there did not believe that
God was here and with me. She said that she believed but
others did not. I asked her if she got her comfort from
unbelievers then. She said yes, that she was more
comfortable with unbelievers than with believers. She did
not use these words exactly, but she stated clearly these
sentiments. I then told her that this kind of life would
not go to heaven. When we are comfortable with the fearful
and unbelieving, and very uncomfortable with the truthful
and faithful, we shout loudly where our heart actually is.
We do not have a heavenly heart when we are friends with
the world.
Your family does not believe my testimony. You think I am
the devil because if I were God you would not have to turn
your phone off, right? But one must protect the children
from the devil's influence, right? Tema said that she had a
dream, and that in the dream Shiloh and Trudy came to the
ranch but had dropped Ashley off before they got here so
that she would not be "influenced" by me. I will tell you
plainly, that the only "influence" I have had upon Ashley
was to keep her from hurting herself. But you have seen me
as a danger. Why did you not just come out and say that?
Then we could have been very clear and understand plainly
where each of us stood.
Eleana said that her mother had told her something and made
her promise not to tell me. Eleana asked me if she should
keep it secret. I said that she should keep her agreements
with her mother, and I told her not to tell me.
Then, someone finds out on the Internet
that Prudence had a baby. That turned out to be the
secret Eleana was not supposed to speak of. Why would
Prudence having a baby be a secret? Is it because
Prudence did evil and no one wanted anyone to know that
Prudence is evil? If Prudence did not do evil, then why
the secret?
Is not a new baby to be celebrated if one
chooses to have one?
This is why I hate the world. It is not
real. It is fakery and pretense. Everyone is playing
like they are good, but no one in the world is good.
They are liars and deceivers by nature, and they hardly
even know it themselves.
Then Kevin calls and says that John told him that "he had
suspicions" that I was going to have sex with the "seven."
"Something was going on out there?" If John believed that I
was going to have sex with the seven, then why did he not
come and get his daughter to protect her? She is in his
hands to do with what he wills. I would not stop him. So I
hear this from Ruth, who hears it from Kevin, but we do not
hear it from John. Even though I emailed them, they did not
answer me on this. They are quiet about everything to me,
but evidently not quiet with others. Should I not know that
I am going to have sex with the seven if other people can
know? John never even asked me. He never said one single
word about it to me. Why? I have never kept anything
secret. Everything I do, including what I eat, is public
knowledge. I don't sneak around about anything. I even
publish everything right out on the Internet. But you do
not do this. Your lives are secret and under cover. You
hide things, because you are ashamed of them, or afraid of
the consequences of thinking as you do. You do not say
plainly to all the world what you do, as I do. But I only
do what Father gives me, so I can broadcast everything
plainly. But you do what is not from God, so it must be
kept secret and hidden so the very best face can be put on
yourself. You do not tell me the truth about how you feel.
Jim was the closest to truthful. He told me that he was
joining the Jehovah Witnesses because he found Christ. He
told me all of the problems he had had in our church with
people and our "control" over people. Dean and Louise felt
the same way about being controlled. I pointed out the
controls of the JWs and that they do not even follow the
Scriptures. He wrote back saying that as usual most of what
I said was true, but he just wanted closure. At least I
know from his own mouth that we will no longer walk
together, and my heart can now be withdrawn from him, for I
am his devil and there is no question that he is now an
adversary to me.
This is the letter that I wrote to him, and he washes his
hands of the "influence" as you have done. I was told that
Louise doesn't read what I write because it confuses her.
Is that true? Does the pure truth confuse you Louise? Well,
here is my letter to Jim:
Hello Jim,
I truly appreciate hearing from you and how you are doing.
Yes, truly, I felt many times how you were completely out
of touch with us. It was a solemn mystery to me. How was it
that this man and his little wife could be so long with us,
and yet have so little real touch with what I was saying
and teaching. It was the same for Jesus also. Even his own
disciples were often "out to lunch," as they say. You
completely missed everything. You had no heart for the
truth, and much of your stay with us was in the midst of a
quarrel with your wife, a quiet tension, and unhappy home.
Your unhappiness sometimes spilled over onto your
neighbors. That was the source of your misery, and your
personal regrets. Even though this is true, I know of no
one here who faults or condemns you. You are what you have
chosen, and it has always been so. When you were with us, I
thought that you were a very nice man. I still think you
are nice.
I am truly surprised that you still think you do not stand
in your own righteousness, though. The JWs truly have a
wonderful load of standing in their righteousness. As with
the Adventists, they get credit for things they do. Their
laws include Tuesday witnessing, unless they choose another
day, and points for going to church. They have developed a
wonderful kind of persecution complex. They are very works
oriented in a human way. All worldly religions are like
that. Their works are a kind of "Adventist Ingathering."
Nothing is without its law. But I think the biggest
surprise for me is that you now spell Father's name,
Jehovah. Now you have a word that is not even in the
Scriptures (except for those false translations that place
it there) that you say is Father's name. I am amazed that
you would even dare to utter it. The Jews don't even do
that. Jesus never spoke it. You seem to place a certain
amount of virtue in the fact that you speak a name that
does not even exist. Many other groups do that also, except
they spell it, Yaweh, or have some other variation. All of
them are wrong. I tried very hard to get you to know how to
spell God's name in the heart, but you could never learn to
spell it. From your testimony here it seems that Father's
righteousness was always the law to you. God became a law
to you, rather than a faithful friend, a sweet companion, a
true guide to the soul, a Husband. He gave us a Spirit,
that you were very uncomfortable with.
I have visited Kingdomless Hall a number of times (I speak
truthfully), and I have always come away from those folks
feeling like I did with the Adventists. Poor dead souls,
were all I ever saw there. Instead of looking for a harlot
on the Internet who is Russian, you have found one in the
religious world, a false woman who you think will love you.
Now you will get to sit and hear them read the Watchtower,
which is not a tower, neither is it watchful. It is a
magazine full of thoughts and ideas, many of them wrong,
void of the fire of my Father. It publishes the same old
dried up petrified manna that fell in their desert when
they split from the Adventists in the years after the
disappointment, or later petrified manna that their new
leaders imagined for them to believe. They have changed
almost all of their beliefs through the years, and now the
way you talk, they have adopted some of the language of the
Baptists to describe their free dead state.
Russell thought he would take up predicting the end of the
world half a dozen times or so, but his world never did
end, except that he died in it. I think some JWs are nice,
but after many years of experience, I really think the
Adventists and Mormons are nicer. But none of these groups
know the truth of God personally, as we have learned to
know Him here. They don't believe that Christ comes in the
flesh, except in a kind of nice influence and good behavior
sort of way most of the time unless you accidentally slip
up once in a while. The JWs have a small host of laws that
they keep. I hope you can keep them perfectly. But if you
do, it still will not be enough to cleanse your heart from
the evil that has plagued you through your life. You will
still be a fake, even with them. You did not draw your
family to Father while you were here, and now you are still
leading them astray. I must shake my head in wonder.
This is really the issue. We here hardly ever refer to the
law. We refer instead to our Father's Voice. God is the
law. Does your new religion live as God does? Do you have
His life at all times? We listen to Him, and this is
something you could never identify with. I first recognized
this when you moved from the land. You were still a nice
man but you had no heart for us. It seemed that you only
had a heart for a lady on the Internet. You told me your
only connection with us was that you had a trailer here.
This made me so sad, I could hardly believe my ears. We
never knew you. As you said, the whole time you were a
fake. So sorry. I continually warned of fakery. You
deceived us about yourself. You tried to play the game
instead of openly repenting of your evil. Did I not tell
you in the beginning, "Go to Father and ask Him who I am."
"Ask Him if I am of God." You went right out and faked
asking Father, in your "counterfeit emotional" religion,
knowing you were not of the truth, and yet you dare fault
us for your deception. Old friend, you deceived yourself,
and you still do. Your little family turned out to be of
the five foolish virgins. You just did not have enough oil
to get you into the marriage. You just could not see, so
now you have gone out to those who sell oil (the JWs) but
you will not find the way into the marriage because those
sellers are void of true oil. They will empty their
crankcase on you, and you will think that black goo is
heavenly oil, but it is not. I don't know who you are.
Truly, just as now, your "counterfeit emotional experience"
will still cause you to believe a lie. I have cried for
years, "Come out of her my people" but you would not come
out, no matter how hard I tried to get you out. Now you
publicly associate yourself with more hypocrisy,
imagination, doctrinal confusion and downright falsehoods.
Well, at least you seem to feel better, but feel better is
not salvation. Feeling free is not salvation. This only
comes by the Holy Spirit, the Life influence which is from
God.
Yes, you were under the law of sin and death, and you still
seem to be, except you have changed laws. Yes, when you
followed me, you followed a false Christ, a christ I never
taught you to believe in. You used me for your own
"counterfeit" religion, and that is why Father had to
remove you from the land. You were not of Him, and you did
not keep His Sabbath, even when you were with us. You now
go to church on Sunday, another made up custom of
Christianity, instead of Sabbath. You have a name that has
been made up by JWs which is not God's name at all, inside
or outside of the Bible. You may knock on doors now, or go
to meeting, but it is still all of your righteousness, as
it was before. Everyone who is under the law continues on
in his sins, but those who are free from the law have
ceased from sin. This is the life that Michael (Jesus) gave
us. Without it, you only have your vain, made-up,
doctrines. You only have your useless list of beliefs. The
Life that is of God, is the only salvation there has ever
been.
You say that you are saved now. This reminds me of the
Baptist church I once belonged to. We were saved. Nice
thought, but I wondered, saved from what? What are you
saved from, the law? Are you saved from the Spirit of
Michael in you? Or, are you saved from sin (saved from ever
missing the mark of God's instructions)? I would be
delighted if you were saved from all of your sins and that
they have power over you no more.
No matter how hard you try Jim, nice people, and being nice
will not bring you salvation. Friends won't help either.
Only the Voice of God can deliver you. Without that you
will only marry some human soul or human organization. You
will say that you are saved, but you will only have changed
ideas, and your present ideas may not put so much pressure
on you. And if Michael has not come into you, your religion
is still vain and useless. If sin still has its hold on
you, in that you ever feel fretful with your wife and
children, impatient, or ever become offended or angry, you
are still under the law, just as before. But if you have
been delivered from sin, by the grace of God, and now live
by the Life as it is in God, and your actions reveal that
continually, then you would naturally love me, for we would
be in agreement. You would not be under the law any more.
Those who do not tell the truth at all times, do not know
me or my Father. My Father is the truth. Everything I have
done here has been at the direct behest of my Father. Do
you dare call Him the devil? This is a sin that can never
be forgiven, law or no law.
Yes, I know that you do not believe in me. You never have.
If you had believed in me, your spirit would have been soft
and yielding. You would have loved your wife. You would
have never become impatient or resentful or so emotionally
needy. I knew that you did not believe. I was never fooled
by your profession, for I only had to look at your family.
But I did believe that you were honestly ignorant of the
truth. I thought that in time you would come to know it.
But now, I know, that it was never in your heart to truly
know it, so God has given you over to the deceptions that
you truly love.
Is your family now redeemed? Are your hearts now soft and
always yielding? Have you been delivered from your sins, by
the Voice of God? If so, you have my blessing. And if so,
it truly had nothing to do with your new beliefs which are
a vain smoke in the religious world. You said that when you
were with us, you were powerless over your evil heart. Do
you have power over it now? Is your evil heart gone? If so,
then that is what I tried to tell you from the beginning.
It was my message to you from the beginning. But if your
evil heart is not gone, and you look back on us with regret
and recriminations, I dare say that your evil heart
remains. You have just found a new group of nice people who
will befriend you for a time, until your world is destroyed
in the flames which are to come.
"Yes a lot of spiritual signs and wonders have taken place
there for all of us but for me it was bondage that had a
cruel power over me." Jim
Why did you not learn from those Spiritual signs and
wonders that were given, Jim? Why did you choose bondage
instead of the freedom that was given us? Why did you lock
yourself into your prison house and your little family with
you? You have a great testimony now. You speak very nicely,
something like Lucifer did while talking to Eve. Father
spoke to Eve, and gave her instructions, but the nice
serpent said, "Eat my fruit, and your experience will be so
much better." "God has you under His law (His
instructions), but I can give you a higher, freer,
experience." She joined his church, and the rest is
history. I know your life, Jim, and your beautiful sounds
fall dead in the sand, for they come from a deception, that
even you now believe. You made beautiful sounds when you
were with us also. I say it now, as I have said it before,
"And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is
come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of
antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and
even now already is it in the world." 1 John 4:3 There is
no truth in any religion except that God appears in the
flesh. If you have not had God appear in your flesh, then
you have the spirit of anti-Michael. You believe in Michael
in theory, but He has not come in your flesh personally.
The answer is always the same. The truth never changes, no
matter what church you have found nice people in.
I would not dare to try to pull you out of your present
circumstances. I know that you have what you want to have.
You had just what you wanted when you were with us. We
always get what we want. That never changes. I am satisfied
that your family is back together, but I know that you will
not actually have each other, without having Michael as
your Life. You will just have a group of people that you
associate with, but you won't actually have each other.
Worldly marriages never really have each other, except in
an association kind of way. But that is what you want. You
want it, and I am for it. I wish you well, and I wish you a
nice time, while the world shall last.
Well Jim, I understand very well how you could take
yourself and your family into the darkness that you have.
You said, "I wash my hands of the influence." That hurts my
heart so much, for the "influence" that we have is the Holy
Spirit, and the effect of His fire. You wash your hands of
it. That is just too tragic, for without the "influence,"
you can never again be brought to true repentance. It is
impossible, according to the Scriptures. And without the
influence, I know you can follow any imagination and
believe it is of God. Pilate washed his hands of the
influence also, and it led to his end. I am so sorry Jim,
but I know you have what you truly want, and that satisfies
me for your sake. Truly Jim, "I know you not" and you "know
me not." Neither have you ever known me.
Michael
I say these things not to condemn you. I care not for that.
I say these things only to make them plain, and expose to
the light what has been kept in darkness. You have a
perfect right to do whatever you want and I want you all to
have what you want. The JW church, which I have studied and
visited, is one of the most useless and false religions I
have ever seen, but if one wants to join with that, he is
perfectly entitled to do so. I know that Jim could not
enter into the marriage because his oil ran out. The JWs
sell oil, but it will not cause him to enter into the
marriage, he will remain estranged from God as before, even
if he does express "freedom" "gospel" talk.
These things now bring me to the main point. Because of how
your families regard me, I cannot honestly abide with you.
For certain, I do not know you and you do not know me. This
has been somewhat of a mystery to me since all I cared to
do was bless you, but I feel that there are very real
reasons for this estrangement.
Through the years, most all of you have been greatly under
pressure while being associated with me. I often thought,
"Why are they under pressure? I am not pressuring them."
Since then, however, I have come to see why some of you are
under pressure? It is because you are full of pressure
yourselves. If you belonged to the Grange Hall, you would
still be under pressure. I think this pressure has
contributed largely to the dark spirit that is on your
children. Prudence's children also seemed so very dark and
unhappy to me. I have groaned in myself and my heart has
gone out to the children over and over because they all
seemed so sad and even abused. It is like there is a gray
cloth over their faces with no brightness in it. This did
not seem to be so for Ashley and Eleana. Somehow they
seemed free to do what they wanted. But Trudy, your
children and Prudence's children seem deeply hurt. There is
something very wrong there but I can only guess why.
While visiting with you once, I observed how you
communicated with your children, and I had to wince. There
I was, standing there watching you treat them like
something low and unrespectable, and I may have gotten a
little glimpse into their darkness, but I feel that there
is much more to it.
So, I will tell you plainly what I think. I feel very much
like you have never actually known the Spirit that I have
thought to share with you. The pressure that you have felt
here, brought on only by yourselves, seems to have
contributed to your doctrine of "freedom" that you speak of
often. It is a freedom you seek from your own pressure that
you bring upon yourself, by yourself. Your tension is self
generated but you have attributed it to my "controls." I
would ask, "Do you feel that tension when you pass a speed
limit sign?" The sign just stands there, and so do I. I
just tell the truth but I have never forced anything on
you, but you have forced things upon yourselves. When
Purity went to town with you (Dean and Louise) the last
time, she agreed with you, and then suddenly was awakened
to what you were actually doing. She could not go there
with you. What I see is that you want "freedom" to follow
your flesh and your natural desires. You want to be free to
do whatever you want in the flesh. But this "freedom" is
far from free. You would not have to turn your phone off
and "get some space" if you were actually free. You need
"space" because you are still chained to your walls.
I have freedom too, but it is not your kind of freedom. I
am free to continually follow my Father's Voice, never
turning to the left or to the right. I am free to obey him
continually. This is a freedom that you do not possess. You
are actually a slave to the dark side, but indeed, you are
free from being obedient to God continually. You could not
stand the pressure of that, since it was not in your heart
to do so. This pressure, Trudy, has contributed to your
periodic need to get away. Your trips to Costa Rica and
others, were from this need, and this lack of peace within
yourself. You hoped to find peace by going away. It never
worked, because you were always there when you arrived. You
would always find yourself there. When you went to Costa
Rica, you finally had to escape yourself there also.
I wanted peace for you and your mother so much, but it
seemed to escape you. "Few there be that find it." Your
families have not found it. You have not known the very
peaceful place of being in Father's perfect will at all
times. Instead, perfect obedience to God at all times,
seemed to be a very real threat to you. "For the fruit of
the Spirit is in all goodness and righteousness and truth."
Eph 5:9. This kind of freedom and peace simply could not be
found by you, even though I spoke of it often. I don't know
what hindered you. I truly don't believe that you know your
actual state, or that you intentionally have gone off into
darkness, but it is what has happened to you. I truly
believe that you did not go off into darkness. I actually
believe you never came out of it. What I actually teach and
experience, you have never understood or known.
So I don't blame you or condemn you. I will not accuse your
motives. I don't know them. But I have just seen what you
have done, and how you have been secret and private. This
very fact tells that you do know what is right, but you
choose not to do it. This is what "secret" and "hiding" are
all about. I don't feel that you have been completely
honest with me about yourselves, but I think you do not
necessarily realize your own dishonesty. There are hidden
things that you don't want me to know. This has revealed
the spirit to me of which you partake. It is not my spirit
and not my religion, for my religion has no force or
tension of this kind in it. The force I feel is sweet and
secure. The tension I feel is more like the tension of
swinging over the abyss on a green cord. It does have its
thrill at times, but there is always deep green grass
waiting on the other side. My Master's yoke is easy and
light. My walls are transparent and I stand upon a
transparent and quiet sea. The burdens you have felt only
reveal that you have followed another master, while
thinking you were following mine. You were never able to
submit and yield patiently to the Father's discipline, but
you controlled yourself, defended yourself, and guarded
yourself, instead. This has brought you into many
difficulties and unexplained conflicts. No one gets out of
this life alive, and if they try, they only perish in their
sins.
I want to say that my heart toward you will not be
estranged. If I see you along the side of the road needing
help, I will always happily give it. I do not condemn you
or accuse your motives, for I do not know them. But I must
show myself separate from your spirit, since it is untrue,
and not mine. I am not with you in the way you have gone. I
don't believe as you do, and you do not believe as I do. We
cannot walk together in this separation of hearts. It is
impossible. You have another gospel that you have named
"freedom" but is actually bondage of the worst kind. I gave
you gold and silver, but you counted it as an unclean
thing. My riches were burdensome to you. I always wish you
well, but wellness is not that which comes from separation,
and a kind of dishonesty. You would try to impress me with
your piety, but in realty your spirit has been left
desolate. I cannot help but think that in your heart you
know this. There is something so unfulfilling about the
natural life. The daily doldrums seem endless. There are
always personal tensions and conflicts and unhappiness
becomes the root below the surface smiles and pretense. I
know this life. It is the one I had before Father came into
me and took it all away. Sadly, though, most of humanity
loves their dark world. I would not wish it on anyone.
But, old friends, it is not possible to have the life I
speak of without absolute, bold, dedicated, and unmerciful
truth telling. For one's first deceiver is his own self. If
one cannot honestly confront himself, then he cannot
honestly confront anyone else, including the devil, and he
becomes the devil's lawful prey.
Well little families, you have stayed with your earthly
husbands, and taken your earthly names. You have made a
choice not to take the narrow road, but to stay on the
broad one. This choice you made is not unusual, though.
What is unusual is when one takes the road that I have
taken. Truly, few ever do this and stay with it. Most
earnest "believers" end up in the town of Legality, where
they live with a man named Civility. You stopped off at the
town of "Freedom" where Vanity and Natural Desire live. I
have wondered if you would ever find your way back, or even
desire to, onto the narrow road where few men travel.
I want you to know, that I am not against you. I never will
be. This is something that is only manufactured in the
minds of some. I am not your enemy, nor will I be. You can
even give me your phone number, and I still will not hurt
you, nor "influence" you, trying to make you do what you do
not want to do. I never have had it in my heart to do that.
I have always said, "Do what Father tells you," but I have
never said, "Do what your flesh tells you." I have trusted
you to follow Father's heart, but when you must hide or
fear what I will do or say, I know the Father's heart has
been left behind, for those who love God, love me.
Michael is a slave of revelation. If He sees any
untruthfulness, or anything hidden, he must expose it, for
it is written: "Fear them not therefore (those who don't
like you because you exposed them): for there is nothing
covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall
not be known." The sword of Michael hurts no one. It only
exposes the man of sin. If a soul is hurt, he has hurt
himself.
Sincerely, Wayne